#oneoftoomanyinterests

I am so sorry that I haven't been around. I really feel bad about this, but after being diagnosed and dealing with MS I have found that a great many of my previous pass times needed to be postponed. To add, school has always been a major priority, and work is a constant necessity, leaving little time for Tumblr. I keep telling myself I'll find the time to get to you all, but every time I do I find myself more preoccupied with assignments or trying to catch up on sleep. I want to be back here, but I need the time to complete more pressing matters. So yes, I am alive, and yes I will continue to rp Loki when time permits. However, I'm not sure right now is that time. I'll really try, but please, everyone be patient with me. I'm sorry for this, really truly, and I don't mean to hurt any of you. Know that I feel just as horrible making you all wait for me to come around as you all feel waiting..... I'm sorry.

((So I can't respond atm. I'm gonna try to figure out what's wrong and then see if I can reply.))

As of today I am removing the Anon feature from my blog. I am also going to stop posting drabble prompts from here on out. I am sorry if this makes anyone uncomfortable, but after what happened in the last thread made from such things, I have come to the realization that mentally, emotionally, and physically I cannot risk such things happening again. I role play Loki without power for a reason.The things that have happened only reaffirm for me the type of person that I am, and that person cannot and will not partake of the deaths of others. I know that sounds stupid for someone role playing Loki, but truthfully I did this as an experiment to cleave boredom and comfort me in a time of great illness and depression, and I never expected Loki to gain so much of a following with so many other Loki blogs across tumblr. This is something I do for my own pleasure and mental health, and therefore I cannot partake of something that upsets me. I am also making it a rule that if I say specifically that I cannot do something, that will be the end of it. Period. I don't mean this to be insulting or rude, simply that I physically, mentally, and emotionally cannot continue and the thread will end there. If this is the case I will tell you specifically: do not assume that this is an excuse for not answering a thread. Also, so that we can be clear, please do not blame any of my thread partners who have participated in the things leading up to this point. It is not their fault. They reacted in the way their characters would, and for that reason I feel even worse. I will not be a minipulative person; it isn't in my nature. I still feel horrible about this, and I haven't been talking to Loki for the past couple of days, so if I don't get to replies for a little while, you all will know why. I apologize again for any inconvenience this. causes, but they are things that have to be done.