#one:

And how do you feel? Obviously you need time to heal and feel like yourself again, that's totally understandable! And I know you didn't say it back but you do still love him, you showed you care about him when you told him to eat and sleep! But do you want to try again with him? Or are you going to use that time to maybe get over him? What do the guys say?

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As soon as I leave the house, I all, but collapse into Bakugo. He’s solid and warm as I press my cheek against his chest, my fists balled in the flimsy material of his windbreaker as the material of the T-shirt underneath darkens with tears. I’m numb. Completely. Despite the somewhat positive note I leave Kaminari; I’m still left stranded in an endless desert of hurt…

‘I didn’t want to feel like this again…’ A sob wrecks my chest as the well deepens. It all comes flooding back. Heartbreak is a strange emotion. It’s creeping, until it isn’t, but as it nestles back in my bones it feels like coming home. I’ve been here before and it hurts. It’s fucking hurts so much. I choke on a sob, tighten my fist in his shirt. ‘I don’t want - I can’t. I can’t do this again.’

Bakugo feels it too. The prickle of my heartbreak infests him. It’s been a while since he last saw me like this, but it’s still far too soon for his liking. It makes him sick to the stomach. But it’s the memories that really do a number on him. It’s hard to forget the last time he’d seen me reduced to a shadow, struggling against the tide of numbness swelling in my chest, he remembers it too well. He remembers because he was the cause of it. ‘I know.’ He coos, kisses my crown and holds me back like he’s keeping me together. ‘I know, baby. I know.’

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