Who is (and who was) who in Marilyn Manson | by Lala Toutonian (Madhouse magazine N°84, year 1997)
A very normal family
  Stop with the Reverend, for Satanâs sake! Itâs the turn of the rest of the band, those relegated who maintain a lower (although not less controversial) profile. Itâs difficult growing behind the shadow of such a character as Marilyn Manson, because of that is essential to maintain a spiritual strength and a fire-proof constancy. Here, an article (with the most solicited data) about the members and opus of the group which has most given to talk in this time.
Twiggy Ramirez: androginous (but sexual)
  The second place in the category which refers to a visual phenome, is undoubtedly for the androginous bassist. Twiggy Ramirez is only one step away from taking the name of Antichrist Superstar, as his mentor.Â
  âI pretend trying to break that barrier between whatâs femminine and masculineâ says the one who insists with dresses; âI think I had my first erection the day I put on my motherâs undergarments. Itâs a part of me which feels comforted with that, as so many other people. Obviously Iâm not a hermaphrodite, although people believe so. Thereâs a very thin line between hetero, bi, and homosexualâ.
  His thing is terminant. âWeâre here to change todayâs mainstream because itâs very mediocre. There was a time in which music wasnât exciting anymore, there wasnât a single one rockstar, it depressed me. Iâm proud of being part of the mainstream now, somebody had to change it, turn it more excitingâ.Â
  He asegurates his thing was there since his motherâs womb. âShe danced in a cage for the Kinks and Leslie Westâs bandâ. His father could be the legendary guitarist West or Ray Davies from the Kinks: âI grew up surrounded by music. I lived with an aunt who was a groupie and very friend of the Ramones. I remember she hung up with one from the Bee Gees tooâ. If he hadnât got success with music, he assegurates heâd be a prostitute.Â
  And he continues with polemic themes: âI was raised without religion, Iâve never been cristian or satanist, Iâm nothingâ. Heâs a rockstar: âOur music is so straight forward⊠Thereâs a group of idiots who simulate they donât want to be rockstars, like if they felt pity for themselves. Weâre the exception. The last time I talked with my mother, she told me little boxes with pubic hair were arriving at the house. I thought it was spectacular. Someone has to raise and care for those children. If their parents raise them, theyâll be just like usâ.Â
  Twiggyâs musical career started in primary school. He started playing violin because of a Star Wars film. In secondary school days, âShout at the Devilâ by Mötley CrĂŒe and âStay Hungryâ by Twisted Sister were the albums which had most amazed him and the ones which ended up being decisive in his career. âDr. Hook and the Medicine Showâ was his first band: âA blend of country-wester disco with rockabilly bitsâ.Â
  Ramirez met Manson in a Shopping Mall. âWe had a band called âMrs. Scabtreeâ in which I dressed up as a black woman and sang. Then we started âSatan on Fireâ, christian death metal group. I also sang and played guitar while Manson played the bass there. All these projects were while the creation of Marilyn Manson was taking place. He (Manson) played drums and bass, mostly so I could improve with guitarâ.Â
  Attracted by most dark metal genres âbecause of its message and rageâ, Twiggy realized there was a lot of limitation, you couldnât go further and the audience was minimal in this type of events.Â
  He was invited to join the band after the recording of âPortrait of an American Familyâ and after two rehearsal weeks, they went on tour. âFirst album was recorded as a live band. In âSmells Like Childrenâ most of the material were covers. Scarcely in the song âScabs, Guns and Peanut Butterâ I could give my own musical ideaâ.Â
  Until that moment nothing could prevent the path the âAntichrist Superstarâ would take, although the creepy version of âSweet Dreamsâ deatheached a rotten smell. Ramirez assegurates that while in the âSmells..â tour, Marilyn and him had the same dreams, so they started composing together because it seemed that inspiration had the same start point in common: âIn those days we talked about telepathy. We knew what the other was thinking and what we pretended for every songâ.Â
  The recording process of âAntichrist Superstarâ ended up being pretty stressful for Twiggy since the moment in which Daisy was fired out of the band: âI donât really know what was up with Daisy, but I was feeling alone, I wasnât contributing in anything. I was lucky that there was Trent (Reznor)â Twiggy, with Marilyn Manson, plus Madonna Wayne Gacyâs contributions, were some of the pillars that helped âAntichrist Superstarâ being the success it is.
Godâs chosen one
  The last thing the groupâs members needed after the recording of Antichrist Superstar was having to search for a replacement for Berkowitz. But in the face of Daisyâs inability to get into the Manson family, they had to search for a six string player. This was in May 96â, and after a year they crashed into Zim Zum. While dozens of musicians paraded around Treznorâs house, the trio Manson-Ramirez-Gacy was acting as a judge while watching auditioning aspirants.Â
  Although his name doesnât derivate from a sex simbol and a murderer, the nickname has a particularity worthy of emphatize: the idea was taken from Hebrew. Zim Zum was the angel God had chosen to do the dirty work at the start of times; the same function was given to him by Mr. Manson while including him in the band. There are other dark sides in his ambivalent personality too: Tzimtzum refears, in cabbalistic terms, to the place God left for giving place to humanity. Also his name could be attributed to the serial assassin from the 60âs, called Raymond Zum.Â
  From Illinois, Chicago, he worked for a long time in a guitar factory (In fact, three guitars of his are self-made). Apart of LSD (Life, Sex and Death), he had never participated in a band before. He debuted recording the live version of âIrresponsible Hate Anthemâ.
A simple guy: Olivia Newton Bundy
  Brian Tutunick is an original member of the Spooky Kids, after the initial project of Marilyn Manson, he continued his career in Collapsing Lungs and now he plays in Nation of Fear: âNation of Fear started in 1995 after the dissolution of Collapsing Lungs. This project really was in my plans before that Marilyn Manson thing, as something more industrial. But some members of the bands preferred hip-hop. Then I met DJ Grinch, who was a Collapsing fan, and we started Nation togetherâ. He assegures his thing is industrial, goth, alternative and a bit of rap and hardcore, everything blended with computers.Â
  How was his history in Marilyn Manson? âPerry (Zsa Zsa Speck) and I were working on the Collapsing thing, and we were very friends. We had never made music before, but we wrote a lot of poetry. He started hanging out with Scott (Daisy Berkowitz) and recorded something like six tracks. That way they started Spooky Kids and I was asked if I wanted to be part of the project. I joined them, although I always pretended returning to Collapsing. Everyone gave ideas about performance and the visual part, but Manson already knew what direction we had to take. Between 1989 and 1990 we had only five shows. Madonna was bizarre. When we quit off the band because we wanted to keep up with Collapsing, we told him to take charge of the samplers. He was an encyclopedia of bizarre actsâ, tells Olivia.Â
âI basically left the band because Manson and I have our own messages, someones in common, others not (...) Iâm not on the musician's side. I hate musicians. Iâm with entertainment, because of that I have more in common with a stripper than with Billy Joelâ, concludes Wayne Gacy like if he wanted to make clear his mental lucidity.Â
  Olivia practically doesnât see the members of Marilyn Manson anymore, unless they met in a club or pub in the city. âMarilyn Manson is a shock rock band. Theyâre what theyâre because theyâre very controversial. Thereâs a thing I find particularly funny: religious groups which attentate in itâs shows. I consider that threatening a stadium full of kids with a bomb is a lot worse than a simple guy whoâs trying to play his musicâ. Simple? Guy?...
Leafing the Daisy
  When Daisy Berkowitz said goodbye to his peers in the middle of Antichrist Superstarâs production, fans were left totally shocked. After desperate searches by the press hand, he finally appeared, only to present Three Ton Gates, his new aggrupation. Now heâs heading towards the trial Manson initiated because of his compositionâs rights.Â
 âI wasnât fired. I felt like I didnât have credit for what I was doing and certainly not the opportunity of doing my music, while that was all I did between the first album and Smells Like Children. Manson didnât accept any of the compositions I had for Antichrist Superstar. He only wanted âWormboyâ and I felt deceived. He didnât respect me. He changes opinions every five minutes, Iâm not exaggerating. He was always searching for a sonorous personality and I contributed a lot in that field. When you write, you cannot simply transmit what you have in your head. He isnât a musician, so he doesnât understand that. He never appreciated my effort in creating a big sound unityâ.Â
 He assures Manson wanted to work with Twiggy and not with him, because the bassist took charge of the guitars after Daisyâs departure. âWhen I noticed I had only participated in a third part of the album, I decided to go away. They didnât even include lots of guitars! They literally didnât let me enter the studio, I only entered two times per week to do the basics with guitars. I played in five tracks: âWarmboyâ, âTourniquetâ, âMr. Superstarâ and âAntichrist Superstarâ. Then they told me âNow you can leaveâ and they hadnât even ended the album. I realized I had to leave...â laments Daisy.Â
  He criticises the Reverend saying he had never had a band before and he doesnât know what professionalism is. He doesnât hang out with any of the band members now: âNobody has even invited me to a showâ. What does not being âDaisy Berkowitzâ anymore feel like? âA bit betterâ, he tries to convince us.Â
 The ones who want to contact the ex-Daisy, can do it at http://www.spookykids.com/threetongate (Itâs a magazine from the â97, I hardly believe the page even exists now)















