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To Shownu: “He’s the same age as me and we both trained together for a long time. From my point of view, Shownu took the leader title with an uneasy feeling. I always thought ‘Shouldn't I be the one who (helps) take off that feeling off his shoulders?’ So I feel sorry. Because of his (leader) title, Shownu works hard to be cooler so that it is not impeded(?) to me. I can’t never tell when he is stressed because he always seems to be doing well. Shownu never mentions he is our group’s leader when he introduces himself; perhaps he’s shy about it, but our group is lead by him; therefore if he can’t proudly take the title, we can’t proudly say he is (our leader). From now on, I want to express that he is doing well (as a leader).

To Kihyun: (Incomplete) Usually, Kihyun is the type of person that gets affected easily, even if he did nothing wrong. I hope he does not repress those feelings inside him. Kihyun is the one member who actively fought for me, but I couldn't do the same for him; in the future, I want to cheer and help him up as I haven't shown him good sides/aspects of myself (haven't been a good example to him).

To Minhyuk: I am very thankful to Minhyuk. These days, I lack confidence and because of that, I am afraid of speaking and making a mistake. I feel really uneasy when we are at a program and Minhyuk is not with me. I always ask him to sit beside me (voice cracking). I always hide my feelings by smiling to show that I am fine, but sometimes it is hard. I do not know if Minhyuk knows this, but he really takes good care of me. I feel at ease when he helps me (feel better). He is always the first to talk and ask me if something is wrong, so I am really thankful to him; however, I do not do much for him (in return), so I feel sorry.

To Hyungwon: Hyungwon too, is always... Good looking (laughs). I am kidding. I am thankful for a lot of things; he always listens to my stories and what I have to say. There isn’t really a member that I am not thankful to. Hyungwon has a tsundere type of personality, so he doesn't usually show or express when he’s worried about others. 

To Jooheon: He really, really has worked hard for the group. Even when we have a lot of tiring schedules, he additional has individual schedules too, but he enjoys it. Recently, when I look at him, my heart hurts because even though he barely gets sleep and rest, he is playful and jokes around with us. I think that is very cool of him. I want to be a better big brother to him.

To I.M: Changkyun-ah, I am thankful for you too because we are running out of time (at the radio program), I can't talk much about you. Thank you Changkyun!