#ok2talk.org

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My name is Heaven. My past isn't all that great but people love trying to know about it. I have opened up to three people that I have grown to trust. That's hard for someone with major trust issues. I have depression and have to take medicine for it every day, even though I don't. I cry myself to sleep every night for no apparent reason with my eyes still puffy the next morning. I go to school every day surrounded by people that see me as an outcast, but two. My best friend, Courtney, and my boyfriend. I've always been scared to lose the people I care about and love the most. Especially my boyfriend, Tj. We're a lot alike. With our past and our present. I feel like that's one thing that connects us. We share a similar life and we know how each other feels. But, once he transfers schools the only person that makes my day better, the only person I love seeing every day and one of the only people that doesn't see me as an outcast, will no longer be there. I'm terrified I'll lose him once he transfers schools, but I also want him to be happy. Once he leaves, I'll feel even more alone than I do now..

"Your true colors are more beautiful than a rainbow." #no more bullying #love #peace