#oh mys

So...going to be posting something personal in a bit. Just need to get it out of my head, and to tell someone even just part of what happened, just so i can stop pushing it to the back of my head. Cause i feel like if i continue to ignore it im going to be stuck in an endless loop forver. And ya know, sometimes its easier to tell strangers instead of your friends. I don't really care if a stranger judges me, or doesnt understand. I value my friends opinions so much more. And i will be able to talk to some of them about it eventually. But its hard. Its so fucking hard.

My life is going to become a series of bad decisions next month.