#oh guy

ギ [人には憂鬱になってほしくない. 僕ら自身たまに落ち込むこともるけど, 他の人も同じよってほしいと思わないね] Guy: I don't want people to become sad. I mean, we sink too, sometimes... but I don't want other people to ever feel that way.

There was someone i liked around this time last year called Guy and it was my crush on him that really triggered my break up with my ex-boyfriend because i shouldnt have felt so strongly about someone i didnt even know. A year ago, my options were: staying with someone i cared about or risking it all for what i didnt know, symbolised by Guy (eventually i chose the latter). I called this dilemma the Guy Complex. I never spoke to Guy because i knew/know that he was an ideal i had created in my mind. I even joined a shitty society because of him but always wimped out at the opportunity to speak to him, even at socials. Even though he was the only reason i joined.