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Gorge, getting tired of waiting for the crossing signal throws caution to the wind and walks anyways. Nearly walking right into the path of a motorcyclist.

( ofworldshaking | meme )

✎ What do you wish the author would reveal/had revealed about your muse?

Oh man, so much. I’d like to know more about Heather’s suicidal thoughts— I’d like to know if they started after Heather & Kurt & Ram’s ‘suicides’ or if she’d been having them before. I’d like to know when Heather started to carry sleeping tablets around with her. I’d like to know more about her home life other than ‘dad sells engagement rings’ & ‘mom & dad split up’. I’d like to know how the Heathers were formed & for how long they’ve been together.

★ Well, that depends.

Pre-Cathedral Michiru would have chosen solitude over anything else, surrounded by music or books; she would have chosen to travel the world and tour as a famous violinist, and would have absolutely given up being a Senshi because I think part of her really hated how much destruction and death she couldn’t prevent.

And she wouldn’t ever let herself think about a family, or Haruka, because she didn’t “deserve” that sort of happiness, and she didn’t want to impose on other people.

(Before the altercation at the Marine Cathedral, Michiru had a lot of issues. She still does, but she’s more honest about them.)

Post-Cathedral Michiru - post-death Michiru, post-resurrection/post-watching-Haruka-die-as-well-Michiru just - chucks all those thoughts of doubt and self-hatred and what she does and doesn’t “deserve” straight out the metaphorical window. 

And I think after that her idea of perfect happiness is still quiet, still includes music and traveling, but it’s expanded to encompass her family. I think Michiru is blindingly, ecstatically happy when she’s spending quiet conversations with Setsuna, or playing with Hotaru, and of course - doing pretty much anything with Haruka. And this includes the other Senshi too. I think Sailor Moon - and the other inner Senshi - helped her realize that she doesn’t need to be ruthless and cold to be a good soldier. She doesn’t need to sacrifice her humanity.

ofworldshaking || ◎: What is your muse’s most prized mundane possession? Why do they value it so much?

Her eyes grow wide at the other’s response— she’d been expecting to be turned down. This was SUCH a long shot, and with her luck she’d never expected this.

"Oh— no. I’m not in any trouble, uh, I mean I don’t think so.”

She supposed that her mom might’ve called the police. She might’ve disregarded her note telling her ‘don’t try to find me. I don’t want to be found.’ But either way, that wasn’t exactly trouble. She guessed.

( ofworldshaking | meme )

Send me a ship.