call. @ofregence
she supposes she cannot fault him for seeking her out; aoife did all but run away from him last week, claiming a pressing need to get back to work, and she definitely ran from clyvedon after realising he disappeared to get away from her. she’s spent her life living where she's not wanted; aoife can recognise it well enough, and perhaps it’s cowardice, but she doesn’t have to take that misery on the chin. just all the rest. and simon --- the duke, the duke, it feels like familiarity has been trampled beneath hooves --- well, aoife doesn’t understand. she doesn’t know what happened, what she did, why he changed. but he had reasons, she’s sure, and she’s a life to live. aoife is used to the ache in her chest. she’s used to the missing.
she misses the country. she misses being happy. she misses...him.
and here he is now; simon’s presence is too large in the now-empty morning room, and aoife is trying very hard to focus on the tasks she has in here, but though a housemaid is invisible, he has always made her feel seen. a couple of months ago, that would have been a good thing. but does he see that her hands shake as she dusts, or how hard she is working not to cry? aoife’s mouth fills with questions, but she asks none of them.
perhaps it’s better not to know. perhaps it’s better to be strangers. if she’d wanted answers, she could have stayed at clyvedon.
she swallows. ❝ is there something you need, your grace? ❞













