285 ~ ❝When you can stop, you don’t want to. When you want to stop, you can’t.❞

            a sole finger danced over the rim of the half-empty wine glass that rested in his hands. the dim lighting of the slytherin dungeons provided an ambivalence that fed into regulus’s contemplative mood. he wasn’t sure what had sparked it; but he was sat, lost in self-reflection,  rather than doing any of the number of assignments he had. 

“ do you ever feel like when you can stop, you don’t want to but when you WANT to stop, you can’t ?? “ 

SEND A SYMBOL FOR A TEXT.

send “✉” for a text that wasn’t sent. 

◜ sms ◞ → i think you underestimate what i meant when i told you that i think that i like you.◜ sms ◞ → FAILED TO SEND.

send “⁇” for a drunk text.

◜ sms ◞ → its beeqn 3 years snqice youve attacked me◜ sms ◞ → and im lhtisl scarced◜ sms ◞ → wm killgin my liver beycause nof you◜ sms ◞ → but i wnant no one enlse buht yofu fwith mjy right onsw

send “ø” for a late night text.

◜ sms ◞ → hey..◜ sms ◞ → i just wanted to say that i had fun tonight.◜ sms ◞ → but good night & sweet dreams, roman◜ sms ◞ → i’ll see you in class

send “✘” for a hateful text.

◜ sms ◞ → you need to bloody talk to me!◜ sms ◞ → you can’t just expect us to have a good time one day◜ sms ◞ → and then completely ignore me the next.◜ sms ◞ → fucking talk to me, roman mulciber.◜ sms ◞ → if that’s how you really feel about mudbloods, why waste your time around me?◜ sms ◞ → i fucking assure you our blood looks no different.

send “@” for a scared text.

◜ sms ◞ → roman, i’m bloody terrified of my performance for tomorrow. i don’t know if i can do this.. it’s ways away and my hands cannot stop shaking.. what if i mess up or fall flat on my face getting up on that stage?◜ sms ◞ → i wish you could be there..◜ sms ◞ → can’t you just make an exception? this once?

send “&” for a loving text.

◜ sms ◞ → i wish you could see yourself as how i see you.◜ sms ◞ → you’re warm and sweet in your own unique way.◜ sms ◞ → i forgive you for what happened those years ago.◜ sms ◞ → you’re not the same person, i promise you.◜ sms ◞ → if you were, i doubt we’d even be having this conversation in the first place.◜ sms ◞ → so this conversation itself and all those late nights up at the astronomy tower means you’re not who you once were.

send “$” for an accidental text.

◜ sms ◞ → SOSOSOSOS◜ sms ◞ → ALICE, WHERE ARE YOU◜ sms ◞ → SEND HELP◜ sms ◞ → I HIT MY BLOODY NIPPLE WHILST BRUSHING MY HAIR◜ sms ◞ → ◜ sms ◞ → uhm. you’re not alice. gtg.◜ sms ◞ → if you bring this up later, i will throw you off the astronomy tower.

send “♀” for a heartbreaking text. 

send me ☼ & i’ll bold all those that apply to your muse.