it actually feels kinda weird to drop some long headcanons or pseudoessays about premades. at least because i feel like a nasty kind of nerd digging so deep. and because of english being not my first language and i feel restricted in it even though i can say many things without using a translator. it's still not that precise like i could do it in, you know, russian. and i tend to get repetitive with my constructions and words! i want to try myself in ts2 fanfiction (since i have an ao3 acc), but... i guess i'll go the fucked up way and write in russian first and then translate it with many fixes.