♗ : Your muse falling asleep with their head in my muse’s lap.
Nonsexual Acts of Intimacy | Accepting | @ofcursedenergy
Satoru is sitting upright on one side of the bed, pillow positioned between his back and the headboard, as he works through a Kakuro puzzle book under the warm light of the lamp beside him. He glances up when Suguru, in pajamas just like himself, enters the room. He expects the other to join him in the space next to him, as he usually does, but he feels the mattress shifting differently, and he peeks around his book to see Suguru lying on his back, knees bent... and settling his head right on his lap.
"Looks like someone wants attention."
Which Satoru is more than happy to give — this is their first time having a night like this together in a while — but he stays casual, typical Satoru about it, at least outwardly... at first. Tries to keep working on the puzzle in his hand as they talk, but he soon gives up on it and sets it aside. It's hard to focus on much else with Suguru's head in his lap and his voice sounding the way it does. Not that he really wants to focus on anything else right now.
They don't talk about much. Satoru and the mostly boring trip he took for a mission, only perking up for a second to reach for his phone, so he can show Suguru pictures of the food and drink he'd gotten at a Digimon pop-up café he happened to hear about. He asks about the martial arts classes, slowly twirling Suguru's bangs around his finger as the other fills him in on their students' progress.
Things have felt largely the same between them since New Year's Eve, but sometimes, in moments like this... things feel different. Or maybe Satoru's just noticing what's always been there, making it all seem bigger than before. How safe Suguru's voice feels, the warmth that blankets him when they're close like this. The way he instinctively starts to stroke his hair as their talking fades and comfortable quiet takes over, and the affection that swells in him at the sight of that soft smile, at those tired violet eyes blinking longer, growing heavy.
He really does have a handsome face, doesn't he?
Suguru eventually turns onto his side, his face is so close he can probably nuzzle or kiss Satoru's stomach if he wants, and one arm wraps around his waist, wedging between his back and the pillow. He'd think Suguru's actively trying to kill him with this, but he looks so close to sleep he doubts he fully realizes what he's doing.
Satoru's eyes fall onto that part of hair Suguru still has tied back. Reaching for it, his fingers slowly, gingerly, start to work the tie out, until it successfully comes free. The tie around his wrist, he silently resumes stroking Suguru's hair, combing through the long strands, taking in the feeling of it between his fingers. His softened gaze never once leaves his face. This feels comfortable, natural... this feels right.
He's not sure he can handle the feeling in his chest.
"Suguru?" His own voice comes out so much softer than he intends it to. There's no response, just slow breaths and the gentle rise and fall of his chest. Satoru huffs. "Figures."
He looks over at the extra pillow beside him and, well, since Suguru won't be needing that tonight, he grabs it, places it behind his head, and closes his eyes... as his hand lowers back down to cradle the back of Suguru's head.