where are you planning to travel this year??

i was supposed to meet up with my crush during his art show about a week ago but he ended up being late. he doesn’t have a phone and he had to stay late at work and by the time he got to the show i had left. i got kinda upset that night and i thought i had gotten over my crush but now the feelings all came back. he posted a borne song cover and my friends are convinced it was for me. he posted it on fb a few hours after i talked to him. i was super anxious today and it helps me to calm down

happy bday dude!!

also i deactivated my fb the only way i have to communicate with him. cause i got in the habit of checking up in him and that needs to stop. i need to just detach myself and once he says it to my face then ill force myself to move on

oh god things are weird with my crush!! we live far from eachother and i have t seen him since august and won’t see him for another month. he’s super busy all the time and i feel like he’s gonna say we’re better as friends so i’m just mentally preparing myself. i’m just trying to crush any hope in myself that we may be together so i can handle it well when he says it himself. and he also doesn’t have a phone and his only social media is facebook which he doesn’t really check much. idk i’m sad

@odetoslept i love your icon so much!!!! your blog is so so nice. i love!!!! your theme so very much it’s seriously beyond beautiful!!!! your whole blog is really so nice and so good!!! you’re so good and just like! deserve the best things and yeah you’re so soooo great!

im thinking about how i have so much work to do cause this weekend is canadian thanksgiving and i need to get a bunch of stuff done by Thursday before i bus home! cause midterms start after thanksgiving and i need to start studying over the break.