I want to love. I want to breathe. to feel ease. to relax with a person.. to have a day of pride.. to hold myself up. i will get through this. and I won’t need your acceptance that you’re currently withholding as a means to push me into action. I’ll welcome any criticism and yet you won’t have any with a dumbfounded guilty look. you may have good intent.. and there are other stresses explaining your behaviour. I forgive you. i won’t thank you as fully as imagined. you say I’ve disappointed you but your real colours have come through in your sudden voyage to be a coach of a dad. I’m sorry I annoyed you with my friendship ;) sorry you dislike me 95% of the time. here’s to leaving the nest once again but this time indefinitely.. soiya later senior detective cont-stable