Why do you think this is fun or funny?  I hate myself enough as it is, fuck off!

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b.a.s

Me: Crap.

I just od'd on 1D

23 Days Sober Legs shaking, trouble breathing, blurry vision, can't stop moving I'm not worth it, I never have been, never will Don't waste your time, I'm exactly what people call me A Douche, a loner, a druggie Hands won't stop twitching, mind racing, heart beating and beating No need to be mad at me, I'm hard enough on myself,  There's someone better out there, someone who really loves you I'll fight and fight and say I do, but I guess that just won't work Stomach failing,lights dizzying, struggling to stand, struggling to stay awake Gasping for air, desperately crawling, eyes watering, Adderall, Aleve, Zoloft, Benadryll, Dayquil and whatever the hell was in that one bottle Eyes open, eyes closed, gaining and loosing consciousness, movement impaired, limbs tingling, body giving in, mind giving up,  Whoops, I OD'd