In Between Illusion and Obsession
yandere ex crush x reader
You are happy. You have a good life, the perfect husband, and everything you have ever wanted, there's nothing more you could ask for! But everything seems to be threatened when someone from your past shows up to settle things with you. Itâs up to you to decide how you will handle everything.
Tw/Tags. yandere, toxic relationship(s), pregnancy (mentioned), kidnapping, past suicide attempt, obsessive, emotional dependence, non-consensual touching, manipulation, mention of murder/attempted murder, angst, drugs, suggesting content. Pronouns are neutral, but the reader is implied to be AFAB, also they are a bit emotionally unstable. Let me know if I missed any.
Word Count: 18296 Art credits: xupi_ty & tosil_080 on Twitter
Your knees sink into the mud, and the blood running from your open wound mixes with the wet earth, staining everything around you red. You cry, but your sobs barely stand out against the heavy sound of the rain.
What have you done?
âThis isnât love, this is obsession!â
The words echo in your mind, making your crying grow louder.
âYou ruined my life... I shouldâve let you die that day!â
It was in that moment that you finally understood. You took his freedom, took everything he had. How could you expect him to love you after everything you did to him?
You try to wipe your tears, but your fingers are covered in mud and blood. They only smear the dirt across your face, mixing with the cold water running down your skin. Amid your pain, you donât notice the quiet footsteps approaching.
Your crying stops when the rain no longer hits you. When you lift your face, you see a man holding an umbrella over your head, his gentle face marked by a worried smile.
âHey, what happened to you? Youâre covered in blood, and itâs cold out here."
You hesitate before answering.
âIâŚI did something horrible.â
Your eyes are slightly unfocused as you stare at the ceiling, lost in thought. Your fingers idly play with your husbandâs hair, running through the softness of each strand.
Earlier you were observing his features, but you stopped when you realized it was just getting in the way of your concentration. Today is a special day, and you need to think about every detail so everything goes according to plan.
Your daydreaming is interrupted when you feel his head shift beneath your touch. A soft murmur escapes his lips, revealing the comfort he finds in your affection.
âWhat are you thinking about? Youâre not usually this distracted in the morning.â
You jerk back, quickly removing your hand from his hair. "When did you wake up?! Sorry, I didnât realize it was so late... Iâll make breakfast right away.â
He laughs at your nervousness and gently pulls you back. âI feel guilty for you always waking up early to take care of me. Let me help you this time.â
âBut you work so hard every day. Itâs the least I can do..."
âSo what?â He yawns, rubbing an eye with the back of his hand. âYou know what day it is. Sadly I have to go to work, but Iâd like to spend as much time with you as I can.â
You stretch, trying to shake off your sleepiness. "Alright, you can cook with me, but let me handle most of the work.â You get up, already thinking of which tasks to delegate to him.
Isaac gets up with you, following behind. âIâm at your service, my love.â
And he truly was.
Even though you insisted on giving him the easiest tasks, he refused and insisted on doing the hardest ones with you. He seemed to have a natural talent for it, even more than you. You believe that if he followed the recipe by himself, he could do better than you.
âIâm having trouble cutting this strawberry into a heart shape. Can you help me?â
âLet me see what youâve done.â You approach and examine the strawberry. The shape looks more like a square than a heart. âYouâre struggling again? Are you sure you donât want me to do it for you?â
âNo way! Am I bothering you that much?â
âNo, of course not!â
The muscles in his face seem to relax at your words, but still⌠Youâre afraid he really thinks heâs bothering you.
He opens the cutlery drawer and takes out another knife for you. âPlease, sweetheart? Sorry for giving you so much trouble.â
You accept and grab another cutting board, placing it next to his. âNo... Iâd teach you a thousand times if you needed me to. Here, Iâll show you againâŚâ
You begin giving him step-by-step instructions, showing him exactly how each motion should go. You get the feeling he isnât really focused on the task, but you keep going anyway.
And you were right. His eyes were completely focused on you: the way your fingers moved, the way your lips suddenly pressed together as you thought of a better way to explain something, the synchronized movement of your eyes. Everything about you was beautiful to him.
âGot it? Want me to stay close while you do the rest?â you ask as you tilt the board slightly, letting the strawberries slide into the bowl. With the knife, you gently push the ones stuck to the surface, helping them fall in. You show him the bowl and wait for his confirmation.
âI got it.â He places his hand on your shoulder, giving it a gentle squeeze. âYou explain things so well.â
You feel your heart pick up slightly, but try not to show it. âIâll stay close in case you need help.â
You both continue cooking. While he slices the fruit, you watch him out of the corner of your eye. This time, his cuts are precise, and for a moment you wonder if you misjudged earlier. Maybe he really was paying attention.
Either way, you donât care.
The sound of silverware fills the room, blending with the chatter between you two as you eat breakfast.
âIâll be home later than usual today. I need to stop by the pharmacy.â
âBut you already get home late most days...â Your voice is low, concern evident in your tone. âWouldnât it be better if I went this morning? I donât like the idea of you walking around at night, Isaac.â
Your husband shakes his head in disapproval. âYou know I donât like it when you go out alone. What if something happens to you? Thereâve been a lot of kidnapping cases lately. Havenât you been watching the news?â
You havenât, but itâs best not to let him know that.
âStill, I think itâs better ifâŚâ You begin to argue but stop mid-sentence. You donât want to start a fight. âOkay, but why? Are you feeling unwell?â
âNo, Iâm fine. I just need to buy your new medication. The doctor changed the prescription, remember?â
You pause, trying to recall the appointment, but canât clearly remember anything. âHe did? I donât remember that.â
âYouâre so forgetful.â He wipes his mouth with a napkin and sets the silverware down on his empty plate. âWhat would you do without me?â
Even though heâs joking, heâs right. You used to have a good memory, how could you forget things so easily now?
âDonât make that face, you know I love taking care of you.â He kisses your cheek before getting up to clear the dishes.
âWait!â You run to him and grab his wrist, pulling him away. âLeave it, Iâll wash them! I donât want you to get tired.â
He hesitates for a moment, then slowly places the dishes back in the sink. You can tell he still wanted to insist. âAlright, but call me if you need help.â
You nod silently and turn on the faucet. The cold water runs over your fingers as you rinse the silverware. He walks away quietly, and when you glance over your shoulder, heâs brushing his teeth in the bathroom.
As you wash the dishes, your mind returns to the earlier conversation. You really donât remember the medication being changed. You never used to have trouble remembering things, but now it feels like small gaps are starting to appear in your memory.
It's probably the effect of the medication, but... It shouldn't be that bad, should it?
Well, what matters is that you need them. If the side effect is that bad, it must mean it's made from something resistant. There's no need to think too deeply about it.
Once you finish, you grab his briefcase and wait in the living room, looking out the window.
Itâs cold outside, colder than usual. Maybe itâs a good idea to add another coat, just in case.
You open the briefcase and carefully tuck the folded coat in between the other items.
âWhat are you doing? Iâm already dressed warm enough,â he says, entering the room while adjusting the sleeve of his jacket.
âItâs really cold out. The forecast says it might snow soon.â You hand him the briefcase.
He takes it and nods in thanks. âThank you, sweetheart. Iâm heading outâŚâ
Before he can open the door, your eyes fall on a detail thatâs become almost routine. âYour tieâs crooked againâŚâ you murmur to yourself, stepping closer.
He stops where he is. His body stays still, as if he already knew youâd notice. Gently, you undo the poorly tied knot with both hands. The tip of the tie is tucked inward, so you smooth it out with your fingers. He patiently waits for you to finish.
âAm I cleared to go to work now?â he asks when you step back, assuming youâre done.
You analyze him for a moment before nodding. âYeah, you can go.â
âIâm off then. Take care, and as always, donât open the door for anyone.â He gives you a quick kiss on the lips.
âYou too. Please text me when you get there. I love you.â
âI love you too. See you later.â He closes the door behind him, and you head to the window to watch him leave.
Once his car disappears from view, you run to the bathroom, lift the toilet lid, and carefully pull out the plastic-wrapped paper hidden inside. The list is safe.
You let out a sigh of relief. The bathroom is the only room in the house without cameras, the perfect hiding place. You tuck the list into your pocket and head to the bedroom to get ready.
After bundling up, you grab the shopping basket, lock the door, and begin walking down the road toward town. The house is isolated, nestled in a quiet corner between trees and fields, but still close enough to reach the town center on foot. You used to think Isaac was the type who would live in the city, so it surprised you to find out he lived somewhere so remote.
But you kind of like it, this way, itâs just you and him.
As you walk, you avoid shallow puddles and pass low fences surrounding empty lots. Slowly, the town starts to reveal itself, first the houses, then the narrow sidewalks and subtle shop windows with few decorations.
The first store that comes into view is the wine shop. The display window is decorated with old bottles covered in a thin layer of dust and a delicately embroidered cloth hanging with charm.
Your first stop is there. The interior is small and cozy, with a subtle scent of aged wood and cork. The owner, a woman with a soft voice and constant smile, greets you as soon as you walk in.
âGood morning! Planning something special today?â
You smile politely. âIâd like a bottle of white wine.â
Itâs a simple answer. Over time, youâve learned that the fewer details you offer, the better. Even with people Isaac is fond of, caution has become a habit.
After picking the bottle, you head to a nearby delicatessen. As you enter, the place envelops you in a comforting aroma of aged cheeses and soft hints of old wood. You approach the cheese counter, eyes scanning each block carefully before choosing a creamy brie, a mild gouda, and a generous piece of blue cheese.
With your basket beginning to fill, you stop by a specialty store for imported goods. You grab dried fruits, nuts, and a jar of fig jam to go with the cheeses. As you place the jar into your basket, you pull out the list and begin checking off the items.
âNuts, check. Cheese, check. Fruit, check...â You cross out each item youâve grabbed. Everything you need is already here, but you still want to add more snacks.
You turn toward the produce section. As you walk, you write the new item on the list, and itâs precisely in that distracted moment that you bump into someone.
The collision makes you stumble, and you grip the basket tightly to keep from dropping it. But the person in front of you drops the fruit they were holding.
âIâm sorry, I didnât...â The words get caught in your throat when you see the manâs face, and your own face pales. His hair is messy, dark circles under his eyes, and his expression is a mix of surprise and a kind of horror.
Your own expression must mirror the same emotion, though you hope itâs for different reasons. You compose yourself, set the basket on the ground, and quickly begin picking up the fallen fruit, your hands trembling as you place them back on the stand.
âI wasnât paying attention, I shouldnât have done that, Iâm really sorry...â You keep apologizing until the last fruit is returned. âIâll go now, Iâm sorry again!â You donât wait for a response and quickly walk away.
No, it canât be him. Why would he be here now, of all places?
You grip the basket tightly in your hand and try to keep your pace steady, dodging people in your path and muttering rushed apologies when you bump into someone.
Is he here for revenge? Did he find out you're with Isaac? What if he comes after you now? You try to convince yourself it was just a mistake, a coincidence, maybe it wasn't him. But the way he looked at you... It didn't seem like that. It was like he knew exactly who you were.
You try to push the thoughts away, but they keep coming, all at once. If it really was him, what should you do? Pretend you didnât see him? Warn your husband? Your heart sinks at the thought of telling him.
Youâre just about to decide what to do when you feel a firm hand on your shoulder.
âHey, hey!â The hand grips you tightly, forcing you to stop abruptly. âYou almost ran into the candy shelf. Whatâs going on?â
You look at the man in front of you, hesitation in your voice. âMr. Francisco... Did you see what happened?â
He frowns, confused. âWhat? No, I didnât see anything. Are you alright?â
You force a smile. âIâm fine. Could you ring up my groceries, please?â you say as you start placing the items on the counter.
âBut what happened? Itâs also rare to see you shopping without Isaac.â he says as he rings up your items.
You move to the other side, putting the bagged items back in the basket. âItâs kind of embarrassing⌠I got scared by a cockroach. Please donât tell anyone!â Your laugh comes out awkward.
âSo thatâs what it was? No need to be embarrassed, my granddaughterâs terrified of cockroaches too.â He laughs sincerely, and you feel the atmosphere lighten a bit.
âYour granddaughter is 9 years old, Mr. Francisco.â This time, your smile has a hint of real humor. You hand him the money. âIâm leaving now. Thank you, and sorry for worrying you!â
You leave the store, and only when you turn the corner do you finally exhale the breath youâve been holding. Mr. Francisco is a close friend of your husbandâs and was the one who sold you your house. Even so, heâs always been a bit nosy.
Your thoughts return to what happened earlier. Now, with a calmer mind, you can think more clearly. Why did that man show up on such an important day? You know you canât let this shake you today.
You grab your list again with a huff. You still need baguettes and arugula leaves. You better hurry, you want everything ready before he gets home.
You keep walking, but now with much more caution, throwing discreet glances behind you. Maybe your disguise isnât as good as you thought, because everywhere you go, you end up running into people Isaac knows. It almost feels like theyâre making sure youâre okay.
Well, you wonât be rude.
You lock the door behind you and lean against it, releasing a deep sigh. The entire morning has passed, and your shopping took longer than expected. Ever since leaving the store, you havenât been able to stop thinking about what happened there.
It would be better to tell your husband, but not today. You absolutely donât want to ruin this day for him.
The silence in the house is so heavy that you turn on the TV just to have some background noise. The channel is airing the news. You donât feel like hearing about tragedies right now, but for some strange reason, it seems to be the only channel available.
As you tidy the living room, the anchor mentions another kidnapping case, and your eyes fix on the screen. You feel like youâve seen this news before, why is it airing again?
You notice the date, itâs from the day before yesterday. Why is the TV repeating the same report?
Feeling distracted and uneasy, you turn it off. Itâs better to talk about this with your husband later.
You start preparing the food, slicing the cheeses and carefully arranging them on each plate, making sure every piece is the same size. Then you set the utensils beside each dish. When everything is ready, you place the food in the fridge, wash your hands, and grab your phone. Itâs lunchtime, Isaac is probably able to talk now.
[You]: âDid you eat? Was the food good? I donât understand how you prefer reheated food over getting something fresh.â âIf you donât want to spend your money, you can spend mine.â
[My Addiction â¤ď¸]: âI refuse to eat anything not made by you when I have the chance.â âHow are you? I hope youâre eating too.â
[You]: âNot yet⌠I slept in today.â âIâm going to cook something now.â
[My Addiction â¤ď¸]: âIf I had known you planned to rest, I wouldâve sent lunch from a new five-star restaurant that opened last week.â âYou canât take your meds on an empty stomach.â
You sigh. Heâs always been strict about that. You used to understand his concern, but your psychiatrist says youâve been improving since the treatment started, so you donât think thereâs a need to be so strict anymore.
[You]: âIâm making something now, Iâll be fine. By the way, I have something to tell you.â
Just as youâre about to talk about the issue with the TV, a new notification pops up.
[Unknown]: "hello"
The number is unknown to you, and Isaac usually lets you know if a coworker is going to message you.
[You]: âWho is this? Are you a service provider?â
As soon as you send the message, you leave the chat, but the reply comes almost immediately.
[Unknown]: "i can't believe omg you replied!!" "you usually block numbers you don't recognize, i thought this wouldn't work⌠i'm so happy... is this how you felt when i replied to you for the first time??" "i didnât think itâd be this easy to get someoneâs number, i figured out the technique you used to get other peopleâs numbers!" "are you proud of me? :)"
You grip the phone tightly. You feel like you know who it is, but his behavior doesnât match his personality.
[Unknown]: "can't you talk right now? why are you taking so long to reply?"
You block the contact before they can send anything else. If it really is him, this must be a tactic to deceive you.
Still, you donât want to deal with this right now.
[My Addiction â¤ď¸]: âWhat was it you wanted to tell me?â
You tap the notification from your husband. Oh right, you were going to tell him something.
But what was it again?
You try to recall it, but no matter how hard you try, you canât remember.
[You]: âI love you.â
[My Addiction â¤ď¸]: âSomething tells me thatâs not what you were going to say, but Iâll take it.â âI love you too.â âIâm bringing you something special today. Wait for it.â
You turn off the phone and press it to your chest. Your lips ache from smiling so much. You canât help it, he means everything to you!
Well, time to get back to preparing things.
Itâs time.
Your legs swing slowly, overcome with anticipation. Your eyes donât leave the door. Everything is ready, the candles carefully placed throughout the house, the scarf you sewed yourself, the ambiance designed with every detail just for him, the clothes chosen in hopes of pleasing him... Thereâs no way he wonât like it, you hope.
You try to pretend youâre not bothered by the time, but impatience grows each time you look at the clock and see the minutes havenât moved.
He must be arriving soon.
You grab the scarf and stand from the couch, moving to the door and positioning yourself beside it. You wait in silence until you hear the familiar three knocks.
âMy love, are you awake?â
You open the door just enough for one of your eyes to see him. There he is, smiling at you.
âI brought a present.â He raises an elegant package.
âHow sweet of you.â You step back and open the door wider so he can come in. He enters and gently places the gift in your hands.
âSweet? Todayâs the day we met. You shouldâve expected this.â He pauses, observing the room. âSo thatâs where that lovely smell was coming from⌠With the lights off, I thought you were asleep.â
âYou should also know I wouldnât let this day pass unnoticed.â You position yourself in front of him and bring your hands between the two of you, holding each end of the scarf.
âDo you trust me, Isaac?â
He tilts his head toward your hands, closing his eyes. âWith all my heart.â
Your shoulders relax at those words, and you gently place the scarf over his eyes, tying it tightly behind his head. After the final knot, he takes a step back, and you grab his hand, starting to guide him through the quiet hallways of the house.
With each step, he turns his head, trying to catch the aromas in the air. First a sweet scent, then something more woody, followed by a citrusy freshness from another candle. The smells seem to awaken something in him, a mix of curiosity and anticipation.
When you reach the table, you position yourself behind him and place your hand on the scarf covering his eyes. You mentally prepare before undoing the knot.
You step back, holding your breath as he slowly opens his eyes, scanning the sliced cheeses, aligned wines, and carefully organized appetizers on the tableâŚ
Isaac approaches the table in silence. He picks up the wine bottle with one hand, removes the seal, and twists the cork until he hears the soft pop. Then he grabs a glass and pours the wine halfway. When heâs done, he gently swirls the glass by its stem, as if testing the aroma, then lifts it toward you.
"Won't you sit down? This isn't just my night, it's ours."
Thereâs a warmth in his voice, too sweet to be just playful. You slowly step closer, your fingers wrapping around the glass carefully.
Now that youâre so close, you can better see every detail on his face. His smile is wide, and his eyes shine with a happiness thatâs impossible not to notice. He looks so happy!
Instead of bringing the glass to your lips, you set it down on the table. He frowns in confusion, but says nothing as you raise the red scarf again with a challenging gaze.
âHow about we play a game?â
His face loses its softness, replaced by a firm and teasing expression. Isaac sets the wine bottle beside his glass and adjusts his tie.
âRefusing you is never an option for me.â
You nod and move to his place, pulling the chair out for him to sit. He settles in, and you push the chair back in. With the scarf in hand, you gently place it in front of his eyes.
âReady?â
The anticipation in your voice doesnât go unnoticed. He turns his head just enough to meet your gaze. âMore than ever.â
You wrap the scarf around his eyes again and, after tying it, crouch in front of him, bringing your face close to his. âWhat do you see?â
âYou know the answer. Nothing.â
Your hand slides back to the scarf and lifts it slightly. âAnd now?â
He raises his hand and squeezes yours, which rests on the fabric. âNow I see the love of my life.â
You laugh softly and lower the scarf again, adjusting it around his eyes. Once youâre sure he canât see anything, your attention returns to the feast before you.
âLetâs seeâŚâ Your eyes land on the strong-smelling cheese placed at the corner of the table. You reach out, spear a piece with a fork, and bring it to your husbandâs mouth. âLetâs start with this one.â
He takes a deep breath and tilts his head back slightly. "It smells sour... You're making it easy for me." Despite the comment, he leans forward and eats. You take the opportunity to take a piece for yourself. "After all, you already let me see the table."
You taste your own piece before answering. âI wanted you to see everything I prepared for youâŚâ You pick up the wine glass and guide it to his fingers, helping him hold it steadily. âSo? Can you tell which cheese it is?â
He slowly swirls the glass between his fingers before responding. âI think itâs⌠Limburger?â
And the game continued.
You offered a piece, he tasted it and tried to guess the type of cheese. Sometimes he got it right, other times he missed on purpose just to tease you and lighten the mood. You took the chance to comment on each answer with some information or curiosity about the cheese. The night went on relaxed and fun.
âIn total, you gotâŚâ You remove the scarf from his eyes and point to the table, the plates arranged in two rows, the correct ones on one side and the wrong ones on the other. âFourteen out of twenty, congratulations!â
He looks at the arrangement of the plates for a few seconds, then grabs the glass and drinks the rest of the white wine in one gulp. âWell, thatâs more than half.â He puts the glass back on the table. âIâd say Iâm a winner.â
âDefinitely.â You fold the scarf carefully and leave it on the table. âAlthough this night was supposed to be a gift for you⌠I really enjoyed myself.â The last words come out almost in a whisper. âDid you⌠like it?â
You look away, nervous, while bringing your hand to your neck, trying to find the right words. He never liked it when you left without telling him, and now you donât know what to expect.
âI really tried hard andâŚâ Anything else disappears when you feel his touch on your cheek, you hadnât noticed he had already come so close.
âAll this was done for meâŚâ He gestures around the room, as if genuinely admiring every detail. âHow could I not like it? Everything you do for me, even the simplest things, reminds me every time why I fell in love. I canât imagine my life without you by my side.â You pull his hand away and hug him, squeezing him tightly against you. His body stiffens in surprise at first, but soon relaxes and wraps his arms around you as well. âIsaac⌠Nothing makes me happier than calling you my husband.âÂ
Your murmurs sound loud in his ears, and each word of yours seems to move his heart as much as his words move yours.
You hold each other for a moment until he steps back just enough to look at you. The warmth of his body is still present, and you feel his breathing slightly faster. âSince I won the game, donât I deserve a reward?â Surprise takes over your face before you push your husband away lightly, laughing. âAh, youâre drunk! I should have suspected, you wouldnât put down the glass while eating.â âThat way you hurt my feelings, dearâŚâ He takes your wrist and gently pulls you towards him; you make no effort to stop him. âAnd I think you deserve that too.â
Your breath falters as he kisses the tips of your fingers, the way he looks at you stirs something inside you you canât explain.
âAll right, but only because you deserve itâŚâ Your lips capture his before he has time to react. At the same moment, he returns the kiss with the same intensity, as if every second away from you had built an urgency that needed to be desperately satisfied.
The world around seems to shrink until only the warmth of his touch, the shared breath, and the racing beat of your hearts remain. He rests his firm hands on your hips, drawing you closer, as if your bodies were made to fit perfectly.
Your fingers reach the nape of his neck, holding gently as the kiss deepens, adopting a slower rhythm. Suddenly, one of his hands moves away from your hip and slides back, impatiently pushing the utensils off the table to make room.
The movement breaks your concentration, and you part your lips from his. He takes the chance to catch his breath, sliding his hand back to your hip and gripping it firmly to support his weight as he lifts you, resting you on the table. Without wasting time, Isaac dives back into your lips.
He bites your lower lip, causing a shiver that runs through your whole body. You respond with a gasp, sliding your tongue to meet his. The moment they touch, a wave of intense heat invades you.
When you feel the air completely leave your lungs, your hand that was on his neck rises to his hair, pulling it back. Your husband lets out a protesting grunt but doesnât resist your grip and allows himself to be taken. His lips curve into a smile when he sees that youâre as messy as he is.
You release his hair as your breathing returns to normal. Isaac takes advantage of the moment to lean in, bringing his face to your neck.
âYou look so pretty tonightâŚâ He rubs his lips on your skin, and your head instinctively tilts back, exposing more to him. âSometimes I canât believe youâre really mine.â
âAnd only now you decided to tell me that?â Your hand returns to his hair, but this time only to caress it softly. âIâm impressed how shy you still are with meâŚâ
Isaac snuggles closer, burying his face in your neck as if seeking refuge there. You embrace him and pull him nearer, letting him hide in the space between your skin. Unfortunately, the moment is broken when the doorbell rings through the house, shattering the intimacy that had formed, and you both turn toward the hallway, tension suddenly filling the air.
âSomeoneâs at the door.â
âI wonder who it could beâŚâ You step away and get down from the table. Your husband says nothing more, but concern is clear on his face. âDonât worry, Iâll see who it is. Iâll be right back.â You give one last squeeze to his hand before heading to the hallway, each step echoing in the silent house.
When you reach the living room, you press your lips, irritated by the interruption. Itâs probably just another lost traveler who needs help finding the way to town. You hold the bunch of keys and take a deep breath, forcing a smile before reaching for the doorknob. âGood evening, how can I helâŚâ
The words die in your throat.
The manâs face before you is unmistakable, clear as crystal. The image you kept of him at the market, with messy hair and deep dark circles, has changed completely. Now, his hair is neat and combed, showing evident care, and his clothes, once wrinkled and sloppy, appear clean and well-fitted. Heâs not wearing anything luxurious, but his appearance shows obvious care. The world seems to stop as you stare at each other. Your legs freeze on the floor, and your body feels heavy as if unable to move. Your heart races so strongly you feel every beat. The surprise on his face is different from the horror on yours. You donât react immediately when he holds your two hands firmly between his.
âI knew it... I found you! I finally found you!â Henryâs voice overflows with euphoria as he intertwines his fingers with yours with an intimacy that makes you shiver. He leans closer, and his warm breath reaches your face, making you instinctively pull back. âWhen I saw you today⌠I thought I was dreaming. I followed you here, but I couldnât show up like that... I was a messâŚâ
ââŚLet me goâŚâ You murmur, but he doesnât react. Itâs as if he didnât hear or chose to ignore you. His eyes are fixed on yours, completely oblivious to your discomfort.
âThereâs so much I need to tell you. I just realized everything now, I realized thatâŚâ
âI told you to let me go!â Your scream echoes through the room. You struggle, trying to break free from his grip. For a moment, you feel him loosen, but he doesnât let go.
He pulls his head back confused, as if he doesnât understand your reaction. âW-Whatâs wrong? I thought youâd be happy to see meâŚâ
You barely manage to open your mouth before being suddenly pulled backward. Henry is pushed away, and instantly a larger body positions itself in front of you in a protective stance.
âWhat the fuck do you think youâre doing?!â Your husbandâs voice explodes in the room. Itâs so loud and aggressive that even though itâs not directed at you, it makes your body shrink immediately. âIf you touch them again, I swear I'll rip off all your fingers one by one.ââ
Henry leans against the door, surprised, staring at your husband. âYou... Who are you?â The coldness in his voice is so intense it seems like a different person, unlike the one who spoke to you earlier. He turns to you, and you clutch your husbandâs arm. â[Name]âŚâ He seems to hesitate before your trembling form trying to hide. âWeâll see each other later.â
And then he disappears through the door, walking away. Did he really give up that easily?
You canât believe it. Even watching his silhouette disappear into the nightâs darkness, doubt still lingers inside you. What was his intention? To kill you in the middle of the night?
That side of him scares you. The last time he was kind, it was just to deceive you, to lower your guard and stab you in the back. Does he want to get close to you and your husband just to destroy you both?
That thought terrifies you more than the first.
You feel an arm carrying you to the couch, and when you sit down, a warm hand starts caressing your hair. It brings you back to reality.
âIsaac... Are you okay?â Those are your first words to him. You admit to being surprised; he was never impulsive or reactive before. This is the first time you see him so upset. âIâm sorry, I know you donât like this kind of situation, I should have prepared betterâŚâ
âIâm the one who should apologize.â He holds your hand. âIâm sorry, I should have come with you. No man would let his partner take a risk by answering the door to a stranger.â
âDonât worry, silly.â You reassure him, forcing a smile. âLetâs end the night, okay?â You say as you get up and lock the door; the sound of the bolt seems louder than it should. He still seems restless, as if wanting to resume the subject, but he holds back for now not to upset you more.
âAll right⌠Iâll tidy the table then. Can you make the bed for us?â
âSure. Anything you need, just call me.â
You would normally ask to do the heavier work, but this time you let him take over. Hopefully, it would be enough to distract his thoughts from what had happened. You knew deep down this day would come, but you didnât expect it to arrive so soon.
â...â Your movements stop when you notice a crease on the sleeves of your clothes, probably caused by Henryâs grip.
HenryâŚ
He ruined your night with your husband.
You close your fingers tightly around the bedsheet, feeling anger rise slowly. None of this should have happened, it was supposed to be a perfect night. Why did he have to show up today of all days? It canât stay like this. You need to make sure he never comes between you âYou seem tense.â Isaac appears at the door, placing a tray of medicines on the dresser next to your bed. He sits carefully, trying not to mess up what you just tidied. âTry not to think too much about what happened. Iâll find a way to recover the camera footage and report him.â
ââŚRecover the footage?â His last words catch your attention, and you position your pillow in place before lying down on your side of the bed. âWhat do you mean? Werenât the cameras recording?â
âThey were yesterday, but it seems they stopped working during the morning.â He adjusts himself beside you, looking at the ceiling. You notice how tired his eyes are, his eyelids seeming a little heavy. âTomorrow Iâll notify someone to fix them. It doesnât seem to be a physical problem, so they should be able to configure the cameras without coming here.â
He breathes deeply, and silence fills the room. You feel a tightness in your chest, a mixture of worry and guilt for everything happening.
âIâm sorry about that.â You wrap an arm around his neck and pull him close. He doesnât resist and nestles against your chest. âI didnât want to ruin our night.â
You feel his chest rise with a soft laugh. He takes your hand and rests it on top of your hair. âThat was one of the best nights of my life, donât apologize for it.â
You donât respond while you begin to stroke his hair, your gaze focused on nothing. Isaac takes the opportunity to bring up the subject again.
ââŚWho was that?â He murmurs, as if the question were more to himself than to you. When you hesitate, he understands it as a sign that the question bothered you. âYou donât seem like someone who has enemies, [Name].â
And indeed, you donât. Who would even pay attention to someone like you?
âHeâs someone from the past.â
He lifts himself a little to look at you, waiting for you to elaborate.
ââŚRemember when you first found me? Itâs him.â
At first, he doesnât move, but in the blink of an eye, heâs completely upright, with his hands resting on each side of your body. âWhy didnât you tell me this before?!â His voice rises, full of anger that, although not directed at you, he couldnât help. âI wouldâve taken care of it! This is serious, Iâm going toâŚâ
You stop him by pulling him back into your arms. âDonât be like that, you know Iâm the only one to blame in this story.â
He snorts and hugs you tightly, as if venting his anger on your body. âI donât care, you were broken in the past. You didnât deserve this.â
Broken.
In a way, you kind of agree. But can you really say youâre âfixedâ now? In the past, it seemed like you barely existed among people, an almost invisible shadow. And when someone finally truly saw you, it was you who ended up hurting them.
What changed? Today, no one but your husband seems to notice your presence. And someone from the past has come back, perhaps with the intention of destroying you completely.
You think you heard your husband say something to you, but youâre too lost in your own thoughts to pay attention.
Well, you're fine now. You don't need anyone else's company besides Isaac. Your life is good, your husband is perfect, and you don't feel lonely anymore. You're loved now, what more could you ask for?
The only problem would be... him. You can't let him ruin your life now, not when you're finally happy. Even if you deserve it, it's okay to be selfish, isn't it? You've been through enough. You don't have to think about what might happen to anyone else but Isaac.
You grab your phone after making a decision. Your fingers slide across the screen until you open the messaging app. Finding the contact doesnât take long, since, aside from your husband, there are only a few spam messages. When you find what you're looking for, you unblock him and spend a few seconds thinking about how to start.
[You]: âHi.â âWe need to talk.â
Regret hits you the second the message is sent. Maybe that was too impulsive?
[Unknown]: "MY ANGEL!!" "I can't believe you unblocked me, I thought Iâd have to buy another number tomorrow." "Are you okay? Iâm sorry about earlier, I didnât mean to scare you! I wanted to beg for your forgiveness the moment I saw your expression, but you seemed upset with me, so I didnât want to make it worse :(" "Yeah, I should've approached you the way you did. The way I went about it, of course I was going to scare you by showing up like that⌠You're still just as clever as ever, angel!!"
You don't bother reading his messages again. Itâs too late to take it back now.
[You]: âCan you come here tomorrow afternoon? My husband wonât be home at that time..â âIâll prepare us some afternoon tea while we talk. It'll be good to catch up.â
[Unknown]: "Yes!! Of course I can!!"
As soon as you get the confirmation you needed, you turn off the phone. You put it on silent before placing it to charge, afraid the vibrating notifications might wake your husband. Before you can turn off the light, you notice the pills Isaac left on the nightstand.
For the first time, you're glad to take them.
You swallow the pills in one go with water and switch off the light. While the effects donât kick in, your mind begins rehearsing what you'll say tomorrow. It doesnât take long before you drift off.
The sound of quick typing fills the silence of the house, joined by the steady noise of printed pages being released. You carefully examine the documents, checking if every bit of information is correct.
After reviewing each word, you organize the papers into one of the hospital folders you keep, hoping they look convincing enough. Then, you store the folder back inside the small cabinet in the living room. Despite how well-executed everything is, you still canât shake the restless thoughts crawling through your mind. What kind of partner invites another man into the house, besides their own husband?
It was hard to act normal that morning. You had to hold yourself together with everything you had to keep from falling apart in front of him, begging for forgiveness for talking to someone else without discussing it with him first. Even with that thought, your desire to protect him is stronger. This is for his sake.
The sound of the doorbell echoes through the room. He's here. You mentally review the lines you rehearsed last night before opening the door, doing everything you can to force a polite smile. "Good afternoon, you're right on time. Please, come in."
Henry seems to be trying not to smile more than he should. "I-Itâs good to see you too, [Name]! Thank you for..." He cuts off, like trying to remember what he was going to say. "...welcoming me into your home." His voice, once trembling with restrained excitement, now sounds calmer.
He's not very good at this.
"Iâve been waiting for you. Let me take you to the table so we can talk." Even before you motion for him to follow, heâs already right behind you. As you walk, you watch him closely, one hand resting on the pocket knife hidden in your pocket.
Henry doesnât seem nearly as cautious as you. He's just looking around as if memorizing every corner of your house, like heâs on a school tour. Though he appears relaxed, you donât dare to lower your guard.
"The table looks amazing! Did you do all this for me?" He sits in the chair, and you sit across from him. When you don't answer, he turns toward you, giving you his full attention. Itâs time to settle this.
You both sit in silence for a while, unsure of what to say. When youâre about to begin, Henry speaks first. "Can I go first? I think I owe you more of an explanation... Unless youâd rather go, I donât mind!"
"I donât mind. Go ahead." You cut him off gently.
He takes a deep breath. "I... Iâm sorry."
The surprise hits your face before you can hold it back. You donât have the courage to interrupt him this time.
"I didnât understand back then. I thought you were just some messed-up person trying to hurt me, control me, steal my freedom... But no, you just wanted to protect me." His voice softens at the end.
âŚWhat?
He leans slightly toward you, and your whole body freezes, except for your hand, gripping the blade tighter in your pocket.. "You were scared of others hurting me, so you had to take extreme measures. I get it now. You were right. I only need you. No one else. Just you."
What is he saying?
You don't notice his hands approaching yours on the table."When I ran from you, I thought Iâd finally be happy. I thought Iâd be free⌠But I was wrong. Everyone around me, they were all awful. They all left me in the end. I shouldâve listened to your wise words, [Name]. You were the only one who ever cared."
He's scaring you.
"Iâm back now. I want to apologize for everything. I know I donât deserve your forgiveness. You were just trying to help me. Even after everything you did for me, I hurt you, abandoned you, betrayed you. But Iâm willing to do anything to make it up to you. Iâll be exactly the way you wanted before, you still want to keep me with you, donât you? I want that too. I trust you. You always knew how to take care of me, even when I didnât deserve it. Thank you for showing me what love really is." His hands finally reach yours and squeeze them, firm enough to remind you who youâre dealing with.
He finished speaking, but you havenât processed all of it yet.
This isn't Henry. What happened to him while he was gone? Has he lost his mind? His words terrify you. He reminds you so much⌠of who you used to be. And you hate it.
He hasnât taken his eyes off you once, studying your expression. Youâd better speak soon.
"Well..." You pull your hands away and rest them closer to you. He doesnât protest, but his smile fades. "Before I answer you, I want to tell you my side of the story." Henry leans back in his chair, giving you his full attention.
"You know I'm... married now, right?" Something on his face seems to shift, but you continue. "When you left me that day, a man found me, and I've been with him ever since. Because of him, I finally managed to move on. I realized all the mistakes I made with you, I got the treatment I needed... I'm still in treatment, but Iâve been feeling so much better, like a completely different person."
You stand up and walk to the small cabinet in the room, pulling out a folder of documents. "Iâve been able to change, thanks to what you told me that day. I found something out during my last visit to the doctor, something I havenât even told my husband yet." You sit down and spread the test results on the table, placing the main document in the center. "I had a blood test and... I found out Iâm pregnant."
Henry can't hide the horror that invades his face. You hold yourself back from smiling more than usual.
"I know it sounds strange, I didnât believe it at first either. The doctor said Iâm going through a silent pregnancy and that I was lucky to find out this early." You notice his hands clenching into fists, squeezing hard. "All of this is thanks to you. I never imagined this day would come. If it werenât for you making me see how sick I was back then, I wouldnât be where I am today. Thank you so much for everything." When he finally looks away from the papers, you begin putting them back in the folder.
"You werenât sick."
You donât stop what you're doing until he speaks again.
"It broke my heart to hear that from you, [Name]." You canât see his face now, but if you didnât know him better, youâd think he was crying. "Iâm not mad at you. I get it, you felt abandoned after what I did, so you went looking for someone else to fill that void. You donât need him anymore, you can use me!" He suddenly stands up. Youâd better calm him down before something happens.
He goes quiet when he feels your warm hands on his shoulders, pushing him gently back into the chair. "You're getting too agitated, Henry. Iâll go make us some tea, okay?"
Henry doesnât say anything in response, but you notice his breathing seems to calm a little. You go into the kitchen and take the kettle off the stove, pouring the hot liquid into two cups. With the tea ready, thereâs only one thing left. You take a small plastic bag of powdered arsenic from a secret compartment in the kitchen cabinet.
Youâve had this bag for years, but you donât even remember what happened the first time you used it. You were so thrilled to have removed an obstacle between you and Henry that you didnât even bother to see the result. Stupid you.
Youâre just one gesture away from ending it all, but you canât do it. Not for his life, but for what your husband would think. If you go through with it, wouldnât you be proving to him that you still need treatment? That nothing has changed, even after everything?
No. That canât happen. You donât want him to still think youâre sick and keep giving you pills. All your effort, and his, will be for nothing if you do this.
Prove it, [Name]. Prove to him that you donât need to hurt anyone to fix your problems.
You throw the bag in the trash and pick up the cups carefully, so you donât spill anything. You just hope your story is convincing enough for Henry to leave you alone.
"I'm back. Sorry it took so long." You place one cup in front of him and the other on your side of the table. "Iâm just going to put the documents away, then Iâll sit with you. No need to wait to drink."
You hear him quietly compliment the smell as you return the folder to the cabinet. You sit back down in the chair and take a deep breath, letting the scent soothe you. It helps you collect your thoughts. "Henry, look... I think, just like me, you should consider getting help if this is how you feel. This isnât normal, and you know it. Iâm sorry. Iâm probably the one to blame for all of this." You raise the cup to your lips.
"Please donât say things like that." He lowers his own cup back onto the table. "What did that man do to you? I spent so, so long looking for you... I kept blaming myself all this time, I thought you were dead! I felt like Iâd lost a part of myself, but while I was going through hell to find you, you were with someone else?!"
You almost choke on your drink and lower your cup too, your hand moving to the pocket knife in your pocket again. "Henry, please, you need to listen to me, this isnât healthy..."
"Heâs messing with your mind! Donât believe anything he told you!" He stands up and slams the table, hard enough to knock over the cups and spill their contents everywhere. "Youâre better than this, [Name]! You werenât like this! I guess Iâll have to make you see that."
You get up and back away from Henry, ready to pull the knife from your pocket if he tries anything. "Donât talk like that about my husband, you have no right. Weâve talked about everything we needed to, now please leave my house."
He seems to calm down in response to your defensive stance, lowering his voice into something strangely soft. "If you wanted to kill me, you wouldâve done it already." He walks toward you slowly, and with every step he takes, you grip the handle of the knife even tighter. "I thought youâd pull the same trick you did back then, but you didnât. You didnât have the courage."
In one quick movement, he lunges at you and grabs your wrist hard enough to make you drop the blade. He snatches the knife and throws it away. "That can only mean one thing, you still love me deep down. Youâre just afraid to admit it."
Maybe from the shock, youâre starting to feel dizzy. "Youâre delusional. If you donât let go of me right now, Iâll..." A throbbing wave of pain floods your mind, and you reach for your head with your free hand. Whatâs happening to you?!
Henryâs grip vanishes from your wrist, and you take the chance to pull away and lean against the wall. Your breathing is now ragged. The man in front of you laughs at your condition, he looks proud for some reason.
"I canât believe it actually worked." You try to push him away as he approaches again, but you can barely lift your arm. Your knees nearly give out, and you fight to stay on your feet. "Doesnât this bring back memories? You used the same trick to take me to your house."
Your vision is the first sense to go. Henry uses the moment to steady your body against his. "Letâs go home, my angel. Iâll take good care of you, just like you took care of me."
The last thing you feel before blacking out is his lips pressing against yours.
You wake up somewhere comfortable, too comfortable even, though not enough to make you forget the unbearable pain pounding in your head. Your body feels numb and you are still a little drowsy. It is hard to move, but you manage to sit up. The drowsiness disappears the moment you realize you donât recognize where you are.
No, this canât be happening.
The memories from before you blacked out flood your mind all at once. That gives you the impulse to try to stand, but as soon as you put pressure on your body, your legs fail and you collapse back onto the bed. What kind of drug did he give you?!
Even so, you wonât give up.
This time, you try to lean on the headboard. Although it requires some effort, you manage to get up. If you use the wall and nearby furniture as support, maybe you can reach the door to examine the lock.
The journey to the door isnât as difficult as you expected. The doorknob looks like a simple wooden model, easy to break. When you turn it, you are surprised to see the door is open. Is he really that careless?
You donât waste time and open the door. The hallway is dark, but a light at the end reveals an L-shaped staircase. The way there isnât long, just a little complicated because of the low visibility.
When you get to landing, you finally see where all the light comes from. Before you continue, you take a break to observe. On the right, there are some stacked boxes. On the left, it seems that a living room is being assembled or something similar.
âAngel, youâre finally awake! You are...â
A familiar voice comes from your right. You recognize it immediately, but the shock is so great your legs fail. You try to steady yourself and grab the railing, but your body is still weak.
That gives Henry enough time to reach you and pull you tightly to his chest.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry! I got too excited... I should have been more careful...â Each of his words is accompanied by an even tighter hug, to the point your feet barely touch the floor.
You let out an impatient sigh, hoping he will stop. When he doesnât let go, you try to push him away.
Only then does he pull back enough to look at you. âYou are having trouble walking, arenât you? Do you want me to help?â
You press your lips together, feeling a mix of anger and fear growing inside you. âStop trying to be nice. Itâs your fault Iâm like this. Who drugs a pregnant person? Arenât you afraid I might lose the baby or die?â you reprimand him.
What really seems to affect him is the idea that something might happen to you. âThat was careless of me, I-I know...â he murmurs, disappointed in himself. âLetâs sit on the couch, then you can tell me how youâre feeling.â
You donât complain when he puts his arm around your waist and helps you get to the couch. Itâs better not to upset him if you want to leave here as soon as possible.
As soon as he sits next to you, you ask, âWhat did you give me? Is it already night? Did I sleep the whole day?â You almost doubt your own question. Less than 24 hours shouldnât be enough for your legs to be this weak.
âA-Actually...â He canât look you in the eyes. âYou have been asleep for a whole week.â
A whole week�!
You canât believe the words you just heard. What could have happened during all that time? Isaac must be going crazy looking for you!
The heavy silence between you makes Henry visibly tense. Your silence scares him so much he feels the need to justify his actions. âI couldnât find the drug you used on me back then, so I bought another to replace it. I didnât expect a single dose to make you sleep for a whole week.â
âLiar.â Thatâs the only response you give him.
He opens his mouth to argue, but your stare shuts him up. He knows thereâs no argument that could convince you.
âTo my knowledge, thereâs no medicine that makes you sleep for a whole week. At least... not if you only take a single dose.â You donât hide the accusation in your tone.
He shrinks in his seat and lowers his head in surrender. âThere really is no way to argue with you, [Name]...â He murmurs before summoning courage to look at you again. âI swear I didnât mean to upset you or anything! I-I just hadnât finished preparing our home when I brought you here, so I had to do that so you wouldnât wake up in a mess...â
You raise an eyebrow. âPreparing the house? What do you mean?â
âIt wasnât my plan to bring you here yet, it was more of an impulse...â He admits, scratching the back of his neck. âMy intention was that when I found you, we would build a place together. Just like you wanted before. What I didnât expect was that someone else had their hands on you, so I had to do what I did...â
You laugh scornfully and roll your eyes. âYou brought me here without even doing the minimum? That doesnât look like following my footsteps at all. I would never have made such a basic mistake in the past.â
âBut I was desperate, just like you!â
You turn your back to him. He doesnât deserve your anger.
âMy angel...â He wraps his arms around your body, gently pulling you closer. âIâll do better, okay? But all I ask is for your cooperation. Please, stay with me.â
You admit you feel strange. His words remain as sweet as ever. If you were still obsessed with him, you would fall for them without thinking twice.
Your dissatisfaction shows clearly, and he notices. So he tries again.
âHow about we go out tonight? Itâs a little late, but it might help you relax! Look how beautiful the moon is tonight!â He suggests, gently turning your face toward the window.
You didnât expect him to let you out so easily.
Itâs strange. He must be very confident... or maybe this is a trade. If you give him what he wants, heâll give you what you want.
Alright. Letâs play his game.
âI think...â The hand that was holding your chin slowly slides down your chest to rest on your stomach. âThe baby would like that, donât you think? A walk will also be good for your legs.â
Putting aside how he has been acting toward you, he hasnât changed much inside. Henry has always been like this, using othersâ weaknesses to get what he wants.
âOkay, fine.â You give in and turn to face him. âBut I donât know how you expect me to walk after being drugged for a week.â
He thinks for a few seconds, then a smile lights up his face. You donât like that kind of reaction.
âHow about I give you a massage? I know how! I trained a bit in the past, now I can show you what I learned!â He approaches, trying to show enthusiasm. The idea of being touched by anyone other than your husband makes you uncomfortable, but it will be good for you. The less dependent you are on him, the better.
âIâll accept.â You say while adjusting yourself. âBut on one condition, you can only touch my legs. Understood?â
He quickly nods and stands, going to the drawer under the TV. âWhatever you want, angel. Do you want to lie down or sit?â
âI heard lying down is best.â You reply as he comes back with oils, creams, and a small towel. He puts everything on the floor and sits beside you, then puts his hands on your shoulders, gently pushing them back. âP-Please lie down and stretch your legs for me.â
You obey, but as soon as you look at him from your position, you regret it. Itâs a bit embarrassing, but what didnât he go through to earn your trust in the past?
Henry shyly looks away at the jars under the sofa. âD-Do you prefer oil or cream?â
âI donât know, Iâve never had a massage like this before.â
He looks up, surprised, while taking the oil and spreading it in one hand. âReally? Seems like that man really wasnât for you.â He quietly mocks as he spreads some viscous liquid on one of your legs. You bite your tongue so hard you taste metal. How dare he?
You take a deep breath and close your eyes.
Just pretend itâs your husband in front of you and youâll feel better.
Henry warms the oil between his palms, rubbing until the liquid is warm and silky. He starts with your right leg, placing his hands just above the ankle. With long, firm movements, he spreads the oil, leaving your skin shiny and soft. The sensation of his touch combined with the warmth of the oil makes the tense muscles in your leg slowly relax. His fingers travel every curve, pressing and gently kneading the knots of stiffness, alternating between firm pressure and lighter touches, in a steady rhythm.
When he finishes, Henry wipes his hands on the towel beside him before grabbing the jar of cream. He opens the cream and scoops a generous amount, starting to spread it on the left leg. The texture is thicker, softer, and cold at first contact, creating a contrast with the right leg where the oil warms and slides easily. His fingers make slower, softer circular motions, requiring a bit more effort to spread the cream, but without losing the lightness in the touch.
The sweet scent of the cream fills the air as the difference between the two sensations becomes clear. The right leg, covered by oil, slides under Henryâs hands, while the left leg needs friction and extra care to absorb the cream. You feel the skin being hydrated and the muscles releasing stiffness with every movement as the massage dissolves not only physical tension but a part of emotional discomfort.
Lost in your own world, you donât notice the soft sighs, sounds of pleasure, and murmurs slipping from your lips. Henry, hovering above you, feels his body respond immediately to each of those sounds. The desire inside him grows with every movement you make, causing his breathing to quicken and his heart to pound faster. Despite trying to control himself, he canât hold back the excitement that overtakes him. His eyes catch every change in your expression, every sigh, every murmur, feeding the fire burning within him even more. The heat rises quickly, making it hard for him to stay calm. His hands stay firmly on your legs, but inside he feels an intense urgency, as if every sound you make is an invitation impossible to refuse.
"[Name]... A-Am I doing good?" His voice barely rises above a whisper, so soft that for a moment you wonder if you even heard it.
The enchantment of the moment fades as reality comes rushing back to your mind. Youâre not in your bed, next to your husband, listening to soft music while he cracks jokes that draw a light laugh from you. Youâre here.
"Ah, yeah..." You part your eyes slightly. "Yeah, youâre not bad at this." Although your words are meant to boost his ego, they arenât exactly untrue. "Iâm feeling much better now. You can stop, thanks."
He seems disappointed when you stand up, but you pretend not to notice. âAnything for you, my angel.â He picks up the items from the floor and walks over to the drawer. âIâm just going to grab a few things for us to take before we leave.â
âWait.â You stop him. âArenât I going to get dressed?â
âNo need.â He answers without turning fully, just glancing back over his shoulder. âYouâre perfect just the way you are.â
You frown but say nothing.
âSandwiches, pies, fruit, cakesâŚâ You name each food item you find in the basket. âYou really put a lot of effort into thisâŚâ
âItâs my first date with my angel in a long time, so I gave it my best.â He says proudly as he turns the car key in the ignition. âAnd you must be starving after everything.â
You put the food back into the basket. âActually, no, and that reminds meâŚâ You cross your legs before speaking. âI really hope no stranger touched me.â
â...What do you mean?â His voice is heavy with concern.
Sitting in the back seat, the front seatback partially hides their face. âYou know very well,â you reply firmly. âYou canât leave someone unconscious and unsupervised, especially someone whoâs pregnant.â
His hands tremble on the wheel, his body tense. Heâs so predictable.
âI trust you.â You lie, turning your gaze to the window. âIâm sure itâs someone you trust.â
You wait for his response, but all you get is a shy âthank you.â You thought you might get some information from him. He probably doesnât trust you enough to talk about othersâŚ
Too bad. You can cross the plan of asking for help off your list.
You rest your head against the car window, watching the city streets. With the windows closed and silence all around, you feel trapped and anxious. Whenever you were with Isaac, he kept the windows open and talked nonstop, you never had time to get bored.
Maybe itâs better this way. You donât want to seem suspicious on your first day, after all.
The city slowly fades away, and the streets give way to forest. Trees line both sides of the road, and the pavement turns into dirt. You say nothing and keep watching the scenery change.
You donât know how much time passes until Henry parks the car.
âAre we there yet?â You ask confused, trying to get a better look through the window. âI donât recognize this placeâŚâ
âI thought this place would be familiar to you.â He says as he gets out and opens the door for you. âBut it makes sense, your memories of here arenât good.â He holds out his hand.
You raise an eyebrow and place your hand in his. âThen why would you bring me here?â
âBecause I want to change that.â He pulls you out of the car, locks the doors, and gestures toward the trail ahead. âLet's walk from here. I think the walk might help you remember.â
You try to ignore the fact he hasnât let go of your hand and start looking around. It looks like any ordinary forest.
Thatâs what you think before you look closer. Every detail reminds you of a specific place, one you never expected to visit again. The benches covered with dry leaves, the broken and dry birdbath, the signs so faded you can barely read them... And the sound of flowing water growing louder with every step you take.
âWe are here.â
You turn your face to look down the path ahead. Even after all this time, the lookout hasnât changed.
Your hand slips from Henryâs as you start walking toward the fence.
The ground is damp and slippery, covered in wet leaves. The fence looks more fragile than you remember, the wood dark and worn by time, with some parts broken or crooked. You stop in front of it, hesitate for a moment, then carefully place your hands on it and lean in to look.
The water crashes down hard, hitting the rocks below with a loud splash. The fall raises a fine mist that rises into the air and touches your face, leaving your skin slightly wet. The air around you is fresh and humid, filled with the characteristic scent of clean water and nature. The breeze that stirs your hair is refreshing, and you breathe deeply.
The view of the waterfall is beautiful, as always.
âBe careful.â Henry says as he covers one of your hands with his. âThe fence isnât as sturdy as it used to be.â
âSeems like it...â you whisper more to yourself than to him.
Itâs exactly like that day, except you were alone.
Or so you thought.
The path is silent, only the sound of your footsteps can be heard. Youâre wearing your best hairstyle, your best clothes, your best shoes, and your backpack, which holds all your favorite things. Itâs been so long since you dressed up that you donât even remember the last time you did.
You want to look around as you walk, to observe this place one last time, to engrave every detail in your memory. But you feel that if you take your eyes off the path ahead, youâll lose your courage.
The sky is already brightening, the sun starting to rise. You feel a slight warmth behind you, or at least you think you do.
You canât turn around to check. Thereâs no better opportunity than this, donât risk losing it, [Name].
Your steps stop when you reach the lookout. Itâs a shame no one else is here, theyâre missing a wonderful view. Well, that just makes things easier for you.
Taking a deep breath, you sit on the fence and look down. The sound of the waterfall relaxes you, the way the water plunges soothes you in the best possible way. It gives you the courage to look back one last time.
The sun is like any other day, but⌠You feel like itâs special now. It will witness what youâre about to do. Smiling to yourself, you stare until itâs strong enough to make you close your eyes, this will be the last thing you see now. Although the waterfall view is your favorite, you feel youâd hesitate if you saw it one more time.
You turn your head forward. Don't open your eyes, [Name].
Your grip on the fence weakens and your breathing grows unsteady, but you try to ignore it. You feel your body moving forward until youâre no longer touching the fence.
Youâre falling.
âWHAT ARE YOU DOING?!â
A desperate voice shouts behind you, making your eyes snap open immediately. Youâre falling, you really are!
The fear is interrupted by a groan of pain from you as you feel yourself being abruptly stopped under your arms. Something is pulling your backpack, or rather, someone.
Your gaze breaks away from the landscape below you as the person above you shouts, âGive me your hand, I canât hold the weight of your backpack and you together!â He reaches toward you, but you look away. This man ruined everything!
âN-No⌠Let goâŚ!â You try to scream, but your voice comes out more like a trembling whimper. You feel tears starting to fall from your eyes.
âAre you crazy?! Iâm not letting you go! Give me your hand before I fall with you!â He removes his hand from the fence and reaches toward you. His body seems to slide down with you, which pushes you to grab his hand, and he immediately pulls you up. When your feet reach the fence, you lean on it, giving him the leverage he needs to pull both of you up to the ground.
The only sound between you is heavy breathing for a moment. When he recovers, he sits to look at you.
âHey!â The man exclaims. âThatâs not how you solve things! You know what would happen ifâŚâ He stops when he notices the tears you tried to hide with your head down.
You lift your head just a little to look at him, but heâs looking at your backpack, which is half open, visibly uncomfortable. When he turns back to you, you lower your gaze.
âI⌠I didnât mean to snoop, butâŚâ His voice is soft and low now, so soft you barely hear it. âYou seem to have some really cool stuff in your backpack. Do you mind showing me?â He gently moves one of the hands covering your face and replaces it with a handkerchief, wiping your tears. His touch is so warmâŚ
âThey do look pretty cool, especially that book there, or is it a notebook? I donât know, but its cover is very pretty.â The man seems to be running out of things to say, your silence isnât helping him.
No one ever cared about your interests before⌠It would be rude to refuse after what he did for you, you think.
Your voice trembles as you talk about each of your favorite things. You stammer as you explain the story behind each one, but as time passes, you calm down. His reactions encourage you to keep going, and you manage to forget what happened minutes ago.
You feel warm inside. Heâs smiling as he talks with you, so that must mean he feels the same, right?
No one ever cared so much about you before⌠You like this feeling.
You donât want to stop feeling it ever.
The memory is still fresh in your mind. Itâs a little funny to think that a memory once so important to you is now one you want to erase as much as possible.
âThatâs why I brought you here.â Henry takes the basket from your hands. âI want us to make new memories in this place. Good memories. So the old ones stay behind⌠And your smile will never disappear when you come here again.â He unfolds the waterproof tarp and spreads it over the wooden floor.
Good memories⌠That would be nice. When you escape, you have to bring your husband here.
You kneel beside him, helping to organize the picnic. The silence between you is heavy, weighted by his words. And although the contempt you feel for him is hard to ignore, the words slip out before you can hold them back.
âThank you for saving me that day.â
If it werenât for him, you wouldnât have met the love of your life. All the pain ended up being worth it in the end.
âI think Iâm the one who should thank you for trying something so absurd.â He sits next to you. âFrom that moment on, we began to belong to each other. Even if I didnât realize it at first...â
You try to ignore what he said.
The picnic was... strangely peaceful. You sat away from him to avoid any physical contact, and he respected that. You talked about many different things, ordinary things. You donât like it, why is he acting like this is a normal coupleâs date?
You feel like youâre experiencing firsthand what he felt when you took him to your house. What a bad feeling.
âTime passed quickly..â. Henry looks at his phone. "It's already pretty late. Are you feeling tired?"
"No." You shake your head. "After days of sleeping, I doubt thatâs enough to tire me out."
"Then how about we go down there?" He suggests, putting away whatâs left of the picnic in the basket. "Itâs a bit chilly, but I think itâll be nice to dip our feet in the water."
The excitement in your eyes says it all. "Now I get why there were some towels at the bottom of the basket!" You smile, standing up and following the trail leading to the river. "This place looks abandoned for years⌠There must be plenty of fish for us to catch."
âO-Oh you wanted to fish? SorryâŚâ He replies, surprised, starting to follow you carefully, watching his step not to slip. âI didnât bring any fishing rods, and...â He stops noticing youâre already far ahead. âW-Wait! Don't go so fast, angel! You might fall!â
âI can get down this with my eyes closed!â You shout impatiently at his slow pace. âFishing rods are for the weak! Donât be so slow.â
Without waiting for an answer, you go straight to the riverbank and crouch down. Your eyes try to peer through the water surface, where some strange movements break the calm of the river. Something is there, but you canât see exactly what it is.
Henry approaches and crouches beside you. âBy the shore, fish are usually small...â He slowly reaches out, trying not to scare the creatures swimming nearby. âThe water is less cold than I expected.â
âCan you shine the light on the water for me? I think I see a big fish.â
He silently obeys, turning on his phoneâs flashlight, casting a beam on the surface. âYouâre right! But itâs a bit far.â
You take off your shoes and slowly dip your feet into the river, feeling the slippery ground beneath your skin. The cold makes your body shiver, but you donât lose focus. Henry watches you curiously but doesnât interfere.
You slowly approach the spot where the big fish is moving, lit by the flashlight. When youâre close, you lunge to try to grab it, but it disappears too fast, escaping before your hands can touch it.
In the attempt, your clothes get wet, cold water touching your skin and making the fabric stick to you. The chilly wind blows, and you wrap your arms around yourself, trying to keep warm. Itâs freezing!
You feel a coat placed over your shoulders. âAre you okay, angel? Want me to get a towel for you?âÂ
âNo.â You take off the coat and hand it back. âKeep it. Letâs try to catch a fish together.â
You step deeper into the water but donât hear him coming after you. When you look back, Henry is there, standing in the same spot, with a huge smile lighting up his entire face, almost like a child who just got an unexpected gift. He shakes his head in disbelief at himself, as if he canât believe heâs really there, living this moment.
âI-I wonât let you down, you can bet on that! Iâll catch as many fish as you want! Seriously, as many as you want, Iâll catch them all! Leave it to me, I-I wonât let you down!â He punches his chest with a closed fist, trying to convey all the confidence in the world, even though the nervousness still shines in his eyes.
Heâs slightly out of breath, as if the excitement itself took the air from his lungs. His eyes dart around, looking for some approval on your face. Itâs almost funny to see someone so determined about something so simple. But still, thereâs something genuine about his effort that makes you hesitate to ignore him completely.
You werenât paying attention to what he was saying, and the sound of his voice wasnât helping.
âYouâre going to scare the fish if you donât stay quiet! Here, stay by my side!â You reached your hand out to him, and he grabbed it immediately. You pulled him close. âHelp me spot them.â
And thatâs how you ended up there for a long time. Henry was incredibly fast. You would spot the fish and point with a simple gesture, and heâd catch them almost instantly. He used his own shirt as a net to hold them.
The shirt, now wet and heavy, swayed with every movement. The fish struggled inside the fabric, but he kept control. As the pile grew, so did Henryâs smile, satisfied with each little catch. You watched him from the side, surprised by his efficiency.
So fast... Any plan that depends on reflexes can be discarded.
You feel a sudden light touch, like a pinch against the skin of your leg. Looking down, you see a small but agile fish swimming near your ankle. Without thinking twice, you reach forward to grab it. For a moment, you manage to hold it firmly between your fingers.
But an unexpected pain in your foot makes you drop the fish immediately. Looking down, you realize you stepped on something sharp among the river stones, a pointed rock or maybe a broken branch hidden in the murky water. The cut starts to bleed, and the fish quickly disappears into the depths.
âOh God! Angel, what happened?!â Your pain didnât go unnoticed.
You click your tongue and notice the blood spreading in the water around you. Better get out fast before it attracts something dangerous.
âI think I stepped on something sharp.â You complain unhappily, it looks like youâll have to settle for what you caught. âItâs nothing serious, donât worry, Iâve hurt myself many tiââ
âOf course it is!â He wraps one arm behind your shoulders and the other behind your knees. âWhat if it gets infected? Iâll carry you to the shore so I can check it properly.â
You raise an eyebrow and cross your arms. âSince when do you care about that? You always said it was nothing when you got hurt and I took care of you.â
âI know, I know...â He gently sits you on the riverbank. âBut now itâs my turn to take care of you.â
Now that he's no longer touching you, you realize how warm his body was. Makes sense, after all, you were underwater longer than he was.
Henry carefully holds your foot and begins examining it. You donât dare interrupt his focus. When he pulls away, he looks relieved. âItâs not deep, but it will need treatment at home.â
His concern is like your husbandâs, but what you find cute in your husband, you find annoying in Henry.
âSee?â You pull your foot back. âI told you, Iâm used to hurting myself in places like this...â The last words come out almost in a whisper because you notice he still hasnât let go of your foot, and his eyes are fixed on you. More precisely, on your stomach.
âThat was me, wasnât it...?â
Following his gaze, you realize how see-through your shirt has become against your body, and the scar stands out the most.
A surprised sigh escapes you as you feel his hand slide under your shirt, lightly caressing it. Itâs so gentle you barely feel the contact, only the warmth of his fingers.
After sliding his hand over every inch of the scar, he whispers again. âIâm so sorry, so very sorry...â His palm presses a little harder against your skin, fingers moving slowly, massaging the area carefully. âI mistreated your body so much... You didnât deserve this...â
You feel your muscles tense under his touch, even though his movements are gentle. Itâs uncomfortable, but you try not to show it. When he pulls his hand away from your stomach, you finally exhale the breath youâd been holding without realizing it.
But your calm doesnât last long. âI know now what you truly deserve.â Both his hands are now on your body, roaming over your torso. The heat from his skin seems to transfer to yours, and you feel his fingers moving as if trying to memorize every part of you. âYou deserve to be worshiped. Every limb, every part of your body⌠deserves all the attention and love possible.â
You hadnât realized how close he had gotten until you feel his warm breath against your ear, making you flinch. After what feels like hours adoring your torso, he moves to your legs.
âAre you still mad at me?â He asks while squeezing the back of your thigh. Your leg moves back reflexively, but he holds it firmly, not letting you pull away. âI understand... words donât compare to actions. If you want, you can...â
You feel his other hand wrap around yours, placing something metallic between your fingers and tightening your grip around it. â...do the same to me.â
Itâs only when he pulls back a little that you realize what youâre holding. Your pocket knife. Pointed directly at his stomach. The same spot where your scar is. âWould that make you feel better?â
âI know nothing can erase all the pain youâve felt...â He loosens his grip on your hand and slowly lets go, noticing youâre frozen. âBut I want to spend the rest of our lives worshiping your body.â
âYou will never feel alone again. I promise.â
You're back in your âhomeâ again. Henry treated the wound on your foot, and to end the night, he decided to make popcorn so you could watch a movie together. Remote in hand, you flip through the channels mechanically, not really paying attention to whatâs on.
Frightening.
Your mind wonât stop replaying what happened earlier. Whatâs wrong with him? He needs help. How can someone love a person they havenât seen in years? Especially someone whoâs hurt them so badly? His devotion to you is terrifying. You canât make sense of it.
At least, not anymore.
Your train of thought breaks when you hear your name being said from somewhere. More specifically, from the TV. You scroll back through the channels until you land on a news report.
Wait... is that you?
A missing person report flashes on screen. Your photo appears next to the headline, followed by images of familiar places. They talk about the last time you were seen, the ongoing investigation, the lack of leads. It hasnât even been that long since you vanished. How are you already being declared missing?
By the end of the segment, your husbandâs face appears. He looks pale, worn down, his eyes full of quiet suffering. His voice trembles as he speaks about how hard everything has been without you. How much he misses you. How heâd do anything to have you back.
Your chest tightens so painfully it almost feels like it might burst. Itâs as if something deep inside you is cracking open. Youâve never been away from your husband for this long.
How dare you enjoy yourself while heâs in so much pain? Your husband has no one but you. He must be so disappointed. Someone like you shouldâve found a way out by now.
His absence feels like a part of you was ripped out by force.
"My angel! Look, I brought a few thingsâŚ" But your eyes stay locked on the screen. Once he notices whatâs playing, he drops everything on the couch and rushes over to the TV, switching it off manually. But itâs too late. You saw it all.
He seems disoriented, unsure what to say. "You must have a lot of people who care about you. I didnât think it would cause such a stir. Itâs already on the news." Thereâs barely concealed nervousness in his voice. Itâs clear he wasnât prepared to face the consequences of keeping someone here against their will.
Your chest aches so deeply itâs hard to breathe. For you, itâs only been a day, but for your husband? Itâs been seven. Seven. Six times longer than what youâve felt. And here you are, relaxing. How selfish. He must believe youâre dead. Heâd never imagine you might be with another man.
"Do you miss him?" A cold voice asks from your side.
No⌠Donât tell the truth.
Donât ruin this, [Name]. Make this pain mean something. Turn the weight in your chest into leverage.
"Yeah... But not exactly him." You hadnât realized you were crying, but now you use it to make your voice tremble. "I miss having a partner. Not just a boyfriend, but a husband. Someone to share everything with. Body and soul." You try to wipe your tears away, but before your hand reaches your cheek, Henry pulls you into a tight hug that steals your breath.
"P-Please donât cry, my angel!" He runs his fingers through your hair like youâre a frightened child. "We have all the time in the world. Iâll take care of you better than he ever did. Iâll be the husband you deserve. Iâll be everything you want, and more."
Youâll never be better than him.
"You promise?" You force yourself to hug him back, wiping your face on his shoulder.
"I promise!â His other hand slowly slides down your back. "Maybe youâre feeling this way because youâre used to taking a lot of medication every day. I bought some new pain meds to replace the ones you used to take. Theyâre simple, harmless, and Iâll let you decide if you want them. Doesnât that sound good?"
Putting the deception aside, heâs probably right. You must be emotionally unstable after going so long without your medication. The fear of your treatment regressing haunts you.
"It does. Thank you."
...
You need to get out of here. As soon as possible.
How much time has passed?
Ever since you started trying to earn his trust, you did your best not to stay aware of how many days had gone by. You made sure that not a single day was wasted, and little by little, you managed to get him to treat your relationship as something normal. The only thing you couldnât get was the freedom to leave. Not that you were expecting it, of course. You wouldn't take the risk either if your loved one had thousands of missing person posters out there.
You tried to gain weight without him noticing. It would be suspicious if your body went too long without even small changes, especially after you started refusing in-person visits from your doctor and settling only for remote consultations through messages. Your plan was risky, but still... Henry didnât seem to care about it at all.
The only time he seemed to care was when he came offering strange pills, saying they were for pain, nausea, and cramps. You refused immediately, thinking he might be testing you. He didnât push, and left the pills in the cabinet, telling you to take them whenever you wanted. It was odd, but you didnât question it.
After that, strange things began happening to your body. Abdominal cramps, nausea, dizziness... Henry was always there when it happened, as if he somehow knew. After staying by your side until you felt better, he would always ask the same question.
"Is the baby okay?"
It didnât sound like concern. Whenever you answered, you could tell he was disappointed. He never mentioned the baby directly. It was like he pretended it was just you and him. The only part of your pregnancy he seemed to enjoy was your dependence on him. That's good, because it makes him let his guard down around you.
But you feel like heâs starting to suspect something.
Henry began insisting that you see a doctor, wanting to know how you and the baby were doing. You managed to stall him by saying everything was fine, but it wasnât enough. He eventually scheduled an appointment for you, and thatâs why you had to rush your escape plan.
But luck is on your side. You found the perfect opportunity.
Right now, youâre leaning against the wall, trying to find the right words. The magazine in your hands is your way out. According to it, the new museum is opening tonight. Youâve spent these last few days being as sweet as possible. Thereâs no way heâll say no to your request.
"Henry?" You force a soft, honeyed tone in your voice. "Are you busy? Iâd like to talk to you."
He puts away the last piece of clothing in your wardrobe before turning to face you. "Never for you, my angel." He immediately notices the magazine in your hands. "What is it?"
"I know itâs a bold request, but..." You lift the page with the article about the museum opening. "Look! Itâs happening tonight. I-I thought itâd be nice if you and I went together."
He leans in slightly, looking more closely at the page.
Please donât notice the details youâre purposely covering with your fingers.
"Looks fun." He straightens back up, and you hold back a sigh of relief. "But why are you only asking me now? That event has been announced for a while."
"I was afraid youâd say no."
No. The truth is that you were trying to minimize the chances of that happening.
"Youâve been inside for a long time. That canât be good for you..." He pauses for a few seconds, then turns back to the wardrobe. "Get ready, my angel. Weâre going out tonight."
You did it!
"Really?!" You hug him from behind. "Iâll go shower right now! Thank you, thank you!"
Without waiting for a reply, you rush off to the bathroom. Your excitement is obvious, even if itâs for entirely different reasons than what he probably thinks.
He didnât question the details you covered. Thatâs good. Even though you doubt heâs been looking into your husband, you didnât want to take any chances. The event is hosted by the city hall, so the chances of your husband being there are high. All you have to do is find him. Once he sees you, heâll definitely find a way to fix everything.
Isaac will probably be disappointed, but... You canât afford to miss this chance.
You glance at yourself in the car's rearview mirror, studying every detail of your face. The features that define who you are now feel hidden under layers of makeup.
Of course he wouldnât let you leave without a disguise. Youâve never worn this much makeup before. It kind of worries you. What if your husband doesnât recognize you like this? Youâll need to try harder.
âWhatâs wrong, my angel?â he says as he gently squeezes your wrist. âYou look stunning. Come on, weâve arrived.â
He opens the door for you, and as you step out, you take a deep breath. Itâs been so long since you were last outside. You had forgotten how fresh air feels. But that freedom lasts only a second, until his arm wraps around your waist, pulling you close.
âBe discreet.â
Those are the only words he says before turning to face the people around you. You need to be careful. Just being here is already a miracle. Heâs probably going to keep his eyes on you the entire time.
As you step into the museum, your eyes immediately scan the surroundings. There's plenty here to keep him distracted.
"That sculpture is beautiful." You gesture toward a kneeling, blindfolded androgynous figure. "But it also looks sad⌠Have you heard of it?"
He looks at the sculpture youâre pointing at. "No, but it says here itâs about someone..."
You pretend to listen while your eyes scan the crowd, searching for the familiar face of your husband.
"I didnât know⌠Thatâs tragic."
If you can keep up the act, it will be easier to keep Henry distracted. It's hard to talk, stay aware of your surroundings, and fake your posture around him all at once, but you'll have a harder time if you let him stay this alert.
With each passing minute, distracting him becomes more difficult, and your nervousness only grows. The number of people around is increasing, which makes it harder to find who you're looking for and also gets in the way of your attempts to use the environment as a distraction. It's hard even to walk properly.
âEveryone is heading to the main hall. Itâs probably just going to be the directorâs thanks to the audience.â Henry pushed some people aside with his body, making way for you. âCome on, we canât be the only ones outside.â
âAlright, but we better stay alert.â You took a step back, putting some distance between you and the crowd to avoid being pushed, your hand resting protectively on your belly. âIâm afraid this crowd might accidentally bump into the baby.â
âYeah, youâre right...â He let go of your hand to wrap his arm around your shoulders, helping you keep your balance as you walked. âAre you okay? Youâve been bending your back more than usual since we got here.â
âIâm not used to this much physical activity...â You said, gently pushing away some people who were too close to your belly. âBut itâs fine, itâs actually good for the baby.â
You both manage to find a quieter spot in the middle of the crowd and settle there. Even though the announcement is about to start, the crowd is still noisy.
âLetâs stay here, we have a perfect view of the staircase.â
With Henry finally distracted, the mask youâd been holding slips from your hand. Where the hell is your husband?!
You look around, trying to spot every face you can in the crowd. It canât be, he has to be here!
Some of his coworkers are on the other side of the hall, gathered near someone who seems to be the director, also a familiar face. It makes no sense for him not to be here.
The acknowledgments are about to begin, it would be weird if youâre the only one not paying attention.
Your eyes start to sting. You shouldâve seen this coming. Why were you so sure heâd come? Could it be that heâs...
Before you can think too much, a very familiar voice grabs your attention. You turn your head so fast you barely notice the movement.
Youâd recognize that face even from afar. The certainty hits you the moment he looks at you with the same surprise.
Everything inside you seems to stop. Itâs like the missing piece of you has finally returned.
Heâs here.
Isaac is here.
But the spell breaks the instant someone crosses your line of sight and suddenly, heâs gone.
Like a ghost.
No, he canât just disappear like that!
Or at least, you thought you did.
The group he seemed to be with greets you casually. No one there recognizes you.
Again, emptiness swallows you whole. No, you didnât imagine him. You saw him. He was here. He looked right at you!
No matter how much you look for him again, he doesnât show up.
No... What have you done?
The hand that spins you around isnât enough to catch your attention, but the voice that follows is.
âThatâs odd. Was that enough to make all the tiredness from your âpregnancyâ disappear instantly?â
Even though the voices of the crowd are loud, his voice sounds louder.
Wait, that?
âYou... saw him too?â
Indignation crosses Henryâs face before rage floods it.
He saw him too! Isaac is here, you knew you werenât imagining things!
âI canât believe you did this to me...â He seems to be purposely hiding his expression from you. âSince when were you lying?! I canât trust you... This was a mistake. Letâs go home. Now.â
His grip on your shoulders reminds you of the situation youâre in. You ruined everything. Because of your impatience, you broke everything you had built.
He will never trust you again. Heâll lock you up, isolate you from everyone, or worse.
Youâll never see your husband again.
That thought gives you the push you need.
âNo, NO! Iâm not going back, not with you!â You shove him hard in the chest. He immediately steps back, surprised.
You run through the crowd toward the exit door. If he catches you, it's all over. It will be the end.
The door feels heavier than it should as you push it open, but the small gap you manage to create is enough to slip through. Itâs not the same hallway you were in before, but that doesnât matter now. You canât think straight, you need to find a place to hide. Somewhere far from him.
The corridor is empty, not even the guards are here watching the artworks. When you reach the end, you realize the only exit leads straight back to the crowd.
You wonât face that again. Your only option is to climb the stairs.
The door starts to open, and fear freezes you for a moment. Without hesitation, you quickly step back and run toward the stairs.
In your panic, as you turn and climb the steps, you donât notice youâve bumped into a candleholder thatâs part of an art installation.
You donât stop until you see the stairs end, youâre on the top floor. This doesnât look like a public area for visitors, but even so, you feel uncomfortable in such an open space, so you enter the last room down the hall.
It looks like an art restoration room, full of chemicals and solvents. If you knock them over, it could cause a big problem. You hide under a table where you have a clear view of the door.
âŚ
What should you do now?
Relief flows through your body as soon as you hide, and now you can think more clearly.
You were impulsive, but... itâs not all lost. Your husband is here, you need to catch him somewhere isolated, and before Henry finds you. You could ask anyone you cross for help, but that would definitely upset your husband and damage his reputation. It wouldnât be good if his beloved became the center of attention, especially after all the effort he must have put into opening this place.
Even though youâre decided about what to do, youâre still a little anxious, so you stay hidden a few more minutes, taking advantage of the time to try to remove the makeup from your face. Your husband has already recognized you, but itâs good to be cautious.
With your face hopefully clean, you come out from under the table and take a deep breath.
...
This air isnât clean. Whatâs happening outside?
You open the door and the smell of smoke fills your nose, so thick it blurs your vision. Such dense smoke can only mean one thing.
Fire.
Thereâs nothing else on this floor but smoke. But it would be risky to go down to the first floor, you donât know the situation there.
Your legs are shaking, fear is taking over you again.
You look out the window. There are already several people outside the museum while fire trucks are arriving and entering the building.
If they find you, they will definitely take you to Henry. You canât rely on them.
You go to the window on the other side of the museum, the exit there seems to have fewer firefighters than the entrance. But either way, youâll have to go down the stairs.
Your fear messes with your thinking as you run down the stairs, you feel sparks burning your skin. Each floor you go down seems worse, your eyes sting, making it harder to see the steps.
When you reach the last one, you see it. The fire hasnât fully blocked the exit, you can hear people shouting. If you run, you should be able to get there.
The dizziness makes walking difficult, but you donât let it stop you.
What stops you is an argument in front of the exit.
âMy partner is still inside! If you donât go in, I will!â You see Henry struggling with some police officers at the entrance, they are having a hard time holding him back. âIf they die because of your incompetence, I swear I willâ[NAME]!â
The scream of your name makes you step back, and your fear of dying is replaced by a worse fear.
If you... if you leave through here...
Henryâs shouts get louder now, heâs yelling your name repeatedly.
No... You canât risk it. Any fate is better than going back to him!
You force your heels to turn and climb the stairs again. You know itâs dangerous, but you refuse to go back to anyone but your husband.
Your remaining courage runs out when the floor collapses in front of you, the wood shakes under your feet. The stairs you came up on are also blocked by the collapse of the upper floor.
You lean against the wall, sliding down until you sit. The lack of air makes it hard to recover your energy.
Itâs over for you.
You knew this would happen the moment you left that room, but you still had hope. It wonât be the fire that kills you, but your own selfishness. Many chances appeared, but you wasted them all wanting things your way.
Tears run down your cheeks, you miss your husband. All you wanted was to be home with his company, relaxing together in bed. Because of you, youâll never be able to do that again.
Oh, Isaac... You wonder if heâs okay. Thereâs a window near where you are... Is there any chance you can see him?
Itâs worth trying, you have nothing to lose now.
But as soon as you try to walk, the floor shakes beneath you. The fire has consumed almost everything around you, it wonât be long before the floor above collapses. You need to be quick.
Gathering your last bit of strength, you ignore the burning pain of your wounds and run to the window. The little fresh air that comes in helps you breathe better, and your vision, once blurry, starts to clear, helping you look for your beloved. But no matter how much you search, you donât...
The floor collapses beneath you.
You didnât find him.
...
As expected.
Itâs warm.
Your body is pressed against something warm.
You donât know what it is, your eyes feel too heavy to open.
But itâs okay, you donât need to know.
You make a small effort to move your arms. They seem to be resting on someone. More specifically, on their shoulders. You shift them to wrap around their neck, nestling closer to the back of their head.
The scent is familiar... It comforts you.
âIâm glad you can move, even if just a little.â
You recognize the voice immediately, but to be sure youâre not imagining things, you force your eyes open. You can only keep them half-open, but itâs enough to see the body carrying you on their back.
âMy love...â Your voice is so hoarse it barely sounds like yours. âWhere are we going?â
You feel like you have many questions, but they slip away the moment they come to mind. Speaking takes a lot of effort, so you ask the only thing that seems to be on your mind right now.
âWe're coming home, dear.â
âHome...â You repeat the word to yourself, it sounds so sweet coming from your husbandâs lips. âHeh, I like the sound of that...â A small smile grows on your own lips.
âI know you do.â Isaac smiles along with you. He gently squeezes your bandaged thigh. Even though it hurts, it proves heâs really here with you. âLetâs go home, my beloved.â
You couldnât be happier to hear those words. He found you.
âThis time, Iâll make sure itâs a place where no one will ever find you.â











