So two weeks of break went by and I did completely nothing productive. I hate how I wasted so much time when I could have done something good. I need a real kick in the ass so I can get everything straight. Well school starts in a couple of hours and I'm just laying on my bed doing nothing because I can't sleep. I need to change. I hate being me right now. I have a very occupied mind right now and school is just gonna make it worst. Well here goes another nine weeks of misery and avoiding everyone.