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   HIS CHEST HEAVY, like sandbags were tied to his heart strings, it’s UNBEARING. He stumbles backwards until his back BUMPS the wall. He CAN’T find his breath, He’s SUFFOCATING on his very own EMOTIONS. GRAVITY turns against him ,he slides down the wall to the his knees. IT’S ALL HITTING HIM AT ONCE. The PAIN, the LOST , the GRIEF & WORST OF ALL the fact She was GONE —-& it was his FAULT (  ?  ) or so ( KAGUCHI’s ) he’s convinced himself. A hand flinging to his face to hide the tears trickling down from his eyes. Honey sweet words SWALLOWED by the HOLE within his HEART. 

❝  I’m so STUPID…. ❞

   A ONCE LOVE SICK FOOL  now Lays spread out on the floor with ALL his BROKEN  PIECES SCATTERED around him. A sob could be heard from the back of his throat. But hes not HOPELESS … He’ll get over it …in time ….But for now he will pretend hes not SINKING, That he still can’t feel the tingle of the lingering taste of her lips upon his own …NO…. For now he would bestows the title of the KING OF WISHFUL THINKING upon himself.

❝ Mira-nee…I’m………I’m………..❞ He want’s to tell her he’s FINE. but he can’t LIE to her….NOT in this VULNERABLE state.