#nyro

chip tries really hard to get over her own jealousy. in high school she tries really hard to not curse breanna out for talking over her to get the last word in to nyro. she tries really really hard to not let it get in the way of her and nyro's friendship. in college she's a little better, but it's still bad. she tries not to let it get to her head. she forces herself to get used to it. she forces herself to try and come to terms with nyro getting handsy at parties and she tries to come to terms with people breathing the same air as her. but it's still too hard. she still wants to tear her own skin off and bite into her pillow and scream really loud all the time. but it's fine, because nyro still smiles at her, and touches her shoulders and her biceps and asks her to stay over when it's late. she wouldn't trade that for the world.