A starter for @big-d-little-i-big-n-little-ozzo
Rare was the day that folk were let beyond the mask Ron wore in his day-to-day. The façade of being an affable publican wasn't an untruth, granted, but its outward expression - the intricacies of tracking expressions; the energy spent forcing his voice to sound right; the tamping down on what, to Ron, were quite normal means and methods of exploring and experiencing his world but that to everyone else round him would look…off - taxed him beyond description if he was without reprieve.
This evening though…
This evening was just such a reprieve, and Tony, for the first time beyond a glance here and there after a long day with fumes for energy, was allowed in on it. Quiet music was playing as the dear man, at home in his apartment with his self-confessed scatty Brit, prepared them a light dinner while Ron, needing movement, contented himself with an amble through the room. He wasn't on the hunt for anything, wasn't paging through books he found or poking the vinyl collection. Like Tony had reached for chopsticks once upon a time to help him think, Ron moved through the space he was in to help himself unwind; to let his focus drift inward, let himself relax and just be without masking up to look neurotypically present and correct.
If Tony chanced a look round at him then he'd find Ron's proverbial shop front - his expression, his eyes and his voice if he spoke at all - closed; relaxed but neutral, unaffected by even a monster win on the pools where your usually-brained person would light up ecstatic. To the unlettered, the unknowing, this could easily translate as disinterested at best, but it wasn't that; wasn't a negative. It spoke to Ron's comfort with the man that he could allow him access to this side of himself; spoke to it just as much as Ron's leisurely approach did as Tony worked his culinary magic in the kitchen.
He was curious, was the visiting Brit, of the alchemy being worked with chopping board and knife and veggies, and so came up on Tony's left for a looksee. A low rumble was his only greeting beyond a gentle touch to the man's elbow and then, two steps closer, Ron slipped an arm round Tony's waist and touched his brow to his shoulder blade. There he remained for a couple of breaths-worth of rest and reorientation time and then, with a slight lean so he could see what was going on on the counter, Ron mustered up a question.
"--nick a bit?"









