Hi I would love a reading, My initials are N.V.W., I was little confused on you're rules, :) Umm for my current reading to be in October? This reading is to be directed to my Guides who are my Ancestors, I'm currently going through a tough rebirth or denial of acceptance, in myself, what I can have in this life time, Love, ect, ego is taking a toll like I'm constantly under it's soal of a shoe, My Solar and Sacral, and Heart are taking it the hardest, so much so that if I have really bad thoughts that are unloving my hands with ache and my stomach will burn on fire. Thank you if you can answer it! 5 card spread pls :)
Hello! I'm pleased to tell you that you have a lot of energy, and it's very strong. As I'm sure you've guessed, this can come as more of a blessing than a curse, as it often accompanies pretty extreme highs and lows. Hopefully this reading helps, your cards are as follows.
Your first card for this reading is Surrender, an incredibly significant card given your situation. This card encourages you not to control what is manifesting in your life, but rather give in to it. I also sense that there’s a lot of resistance within you regarding your current circumstance.
Your second card, a transitional between the first and third, is The Temple of Earth (Inverted). This is a space where you learn to ground yourself, where you come to familiarize yourself with your connection to the spiritual realm. Perhaps the inversion here indicates that this is a space you’re not familiar with. The following days will be a good time to meditate and explore this space, so to speak.
Your third card is Domnu. She is the goddess of the sea, the deep, and the shore where land and water meet. Interestingly enough for the concept of a rebirth, she also reigns over the land of the dead. I think this suggests that during your current rebirth you should spend as much time as you need mourning your prior self. These changes sound massive, and if they’re only exacerbating the stress put upon you by your extant responsibilities then it may be time to commit yourself to them and begin going with the flow.
Your fourth card, a transitional between the third and fifth, is The Mirror (Inverted). Luckily, The Mirror is one of the easier cards to read. It is your responsibility to reflect upon yourself, your identity, and your actions. View yourself not just from the inside, but also the outside. Take time to study yourself, to familiarize yourself with this new version of your identity.
Your final card for this reading is Cailleach. This card is telling as well, Cailleach is a teacher and a purveyor of oracular talent. Perhaps a new connection to your own abilities as an oracle may develop. People in transitional phases in life often have prophetic dreams, or find that their abilities to manifest are more powerful.
From the looks of it, you’re uncomfortable with the changes taking place in your life. By accepting change and utilizing it to further the development of yourself post-rebirth, you can come to a deeper understanding of who you are and who you want to be.
Of course, times are already tough and change never comes easy. Be cautious about how you approach these changes and the way you respond to them. Foreign territory means you won’t always know when a reaction is appropriate or just familiar. Be careful developing your new identity, and be sure to find plenty of places and people who are willing to stand by and support you.
Yours truly, Gossamer Goodnight.
