#nut shell

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the whole world in a nutshell

out of nowhere? well i do :)  I’ve been having some shitty-ish nights. my sleeping pattern it all fucked.  I would like be finically stable... but then that means I’ll need a job, ehich I am trying to get. I dont want just any job though, im super picky!  I sent out a few application lets see what happens, till then I gonna keep hustling on my own i guess... why cant i fastforward to the part of my life when i got everything under control and shit. im just ranting now lol i wish i could go on pause, like i dont want to die yet but like if i can i would, only if i could hit come back and pick up where i was orrrr if there was an option to like set a date where you wanna come back lol blahhhh i hate late nights... so i started talking to my ex again but like at first it was formal then idk i guess we started talking a little too much maybe and i guess it scared niggas cause she started backing off, honestly im not ready for a relationship, i guess neither is she but like it felt nice being close again.. too bad that changed. hopefully shit works out. IN other news im bored af rn. I bought some shitty ass weed from BS cracka ass dude, that wigga wont be hearing from no time soon, shiiit sell me bad weed once and its a wrap, bad as in reggies, regular weed like my dude im from NYC i need the dank not no regular shit. Im trying to escape the feeling of reality or at least add some zing to my days. I guess that’s why I smoke weed but I can go a few days like 1 or 2 or even a week without it. hmmm what else is up.... hmmmmm i got a few tracks i produced over the weeks that im pretty proud of, this music stuff is a little tough and scary, especially the legal side of music, its so ugghhh i dont want to deal with it but i needs my money, i want to sell my beats and tracks to commercials to make money! this maschine is suppose to be an investment. hmmm what else ahh i need a new computer. my mac is iiigh but its starting to mess up a bit. hmmm what else what else...thats all for my shitty night. im just ranting here cause i got no one to talk to, FOREVER ALONe lmaoo jk a little not really. I dont even like going out, i cant wait for the weather to get better. i need some pazzaz. WHAT ELSE IS THERE, HMMMMMM nope thats all, imma take my ass to bed and play cellular games cause i is a lame and my phone is ddrryyy AF! its like ppl hit me up but not really at the same time. i be feeling hella shiitty but again if it wasnt for bud i’d prob be a little more miserable with me life or maybe not...idk  but “everything” happens for a reason... so they say. iiiiight im out  jk nah im still here, oooohhh i need a new phone i drop my joint and the screen fades and shit but i dont really care too much cause it aint like im always getting hit up so what the heck. i bet there are mad mad mad mad typos in this shit.... if you legit read this whole thing DAMMMNNN you better like it cause you made it this far already so might as well like the post since you were so intrigued, ya know know what i mean... lets see is there anything else im missing. oooh yeah I feel so old! i need to move out, like im iiiiigh but im not i feel like i can get more done if i lived on my own. i mean the time is coming soon, i could get laid better and what not, i really enjoy sex. i gotta live on my own. I like the single life but i dont want to be alone or with ppl just for sex, i like having that connection, i miss that shit, aint none of these hoes now a days ever trying to settle down, i feel ike there was a curse spelled on this generation cause no one want to be with eachtother anymore, we just want to make money, look good and not catch feelings! like FOH iiiigh now im going to bed..... going ......go....goingggg ...ing.....go.....go...inggggg  NAHHHH lol but lets see what else is there.. i cant wait for 2020 for some reason, idk whats going to happen but i hope im iiigh... ooh Atlanta season two started off weird but its picking up, im diggin the new season so far, rick and morty needs to hurry up with the new season, and The Chi was great too cant wait for the new season of that... oooh and crashing! and i wonder if Larry David is going to come out with another season of Curb your enthusiasm. hmmmm what else im feeling older and i feel like my parents are getting more tired as the days and nights go by... im scared to lose them but they raised me pretty alright i think ill be alright but im gonna be hurting when theyre gone :( BUT TIME WILL HEAL. theyll always live in my heart. I love them and my siblings as well. i gotta go visit my brother, i wanted to go with my ex but idk im having mixed feelings. hmmmm i think thats all in a nut shell. ARE YOU STILL READING THIS?? well ill be damned im going to bed now,..... ohhh wait this nigga owes me money its been a minute and this nigga htink i forgot, not answering my text and shit, karma a bitch, im not stressed. IIIIIIIIIIIIGHHHHH im going to bed now forreal forreal, but ON THE REAL if you legit read this whole thing dammmmnnnnnnnn lol like this shit or say something to me cause this shit is hella long, i just like writing sometimes when i cant sleep and have no one to talk to, i only do this on tumblr . iiigh GOODNIGHT  

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