#numberchallenge

So this challenge is about dreams. 15 dreams of mine. It really made me think, because I was never one of making plans and wishing for something to happen and this... made me think about things that I want and I'm willing to fight for. Let's start with the list, shall we?

1- Adopt abandoned animals I have that soft spot for abandoned animals... It just hurts me to see them suffer, to hear their stories and do nothing about it. So, my dream is to adopt not one or two, but a bunch of them and give them the home that they deserve. You can't buy love, adopt it.

2- Have a big house Well, not exactly a big house, but more like a farm. Like I said, I have a thing for animals and not only the pet kinds, but all of them. I want a cow, a horse, a donkey, tons of dogs, sheep, I don't know... Everything. I'm happy surrounded by animals.

3- Dreamy Wedding Yes, I'm one of those girls. The ones that dream about their wedding day. I know what kind of dress I want, where I want it to be, when I want it to be, who I want as my maid of honor, the color scheme, the theme... Well, I know how I want my wedding day and I'll tell you it's not a normal one... I don't want a normal cake, I want the rings to go down the aisle in a dog's torso... Damn, I'm crazy.

4- Write a Book I've had this dream for a long time. I have so many great stories in my head and I just feel that I'm not good enough to write them. Then I read Fifty Shades of Grey and I realized you don't need to be a very good writer to write a successful book. But damn, I want to write a good thing, with good grammar and what not and I think I'm not ready for that. I need to practice my writing. But one day, you'll see my name on a book cover and it will be perfect.

5- Have kids Yes, I want to have kids. I would like about 3 of them. Maybe two girls and a boy, but not the boy last. I'm not being picky, I'm happy with whatever I get, but everyone has a fantasy of a perfect family, so this is mine: a boy first and then two girls. Or maybe even more... Who knows.

6- Finish college Simple wish, right? But it ain't easy. I'm so close... and yet so far. I still have at least 3 years to go, but I can see it happening. Even if it takes me 5 or more years, I don't care. I'm going to finish. 

7- Learn how to draw Have you ever seen people's drawings and though "damn, I wish I could draw that well"? Well, that's exactly what I think. I don't want to be suuuuuuper good, but at least a little bit good. I don't need to be super good with colors and shades, but I want to know at least the basics. I just wanna be able to be proud of my drawings instead of thinking a 5 year-old could do better. It's gonna take a lot of work, but maybe with time...

8- Lose weight Despite many people saying "you're good, you don't need to lose weight", I don't feel good about myself. I don't like my belly, I don't like my legs, and I don't like my fat ass! I hate to look at hot ass girls walking down the street half naked looking all fiiiiine, and then a look at myself and just wanna hide underneath multiple layers of clothing. I want to feel good enough to walk in tight clothes (no, I don't want to walk around half naked), I want to feel good going to the beach, wearing my bikini. I don't know. My goal is to lose about 15 pounds, then I'm happy. 

9- Have a huge book collection I guess this one speaks for itself. I want a book collection that fills the walls of a whole living room and I want to read them all!

10- Have a tattoo This is a hard one... I want a tattoo, but I want something that will never lose meaning, that I'll never get tired of. I don't want something big, because it will look terrible when I get old. I want something simple, black and white, small. A tattoo that means something. So, it's kinda hard to find a tattoo that will mean something until the end of my days. But I really want one, or two. I already have some in mind, but will it be forever? And then there's my problem with needles. Damn.

11- Dye my hair in a different color One day I'll be a psychologist and then I won't be able to dye my hair blue or purple because "it doesn't look good". I have to be crazy while I can. Get it all out of my sistem. Hm... Maybe pink, but not that strong girly pink, something like Gasai Yuno. 

12- Learn how to sew My grandmother used to make me dresses when I was little. She died before she could teach me and, honestly, my mom isn't that good at making clothes from scratch. I want to learn. I want to be like her and make dresses for my granddaughters.

13- Have a good job  This is the simple not-so-simple one. It is so hard to find a job as a psychologist. If you don't make a difference, you'll end up unemployed, so I'll have to work hard for this one. And honestly, this is the one that motivates me the least.

14- Travel  I want to see the world, learn new cultures, see what people have to teach me. I have so many places I would like to visit. So many things I want to learn... But for that you need money, and I have none. So... this dream will take a long time to accomplish.