#number 44

Later I had to walk to the market and I, during the walk, asked Archangel Michael to be my protector and guardian, making sure all goes well. I stopped on the bridge to look at fishes during my way to market. I just love watching them. At the market's parking lot I said in my mind: "Okay, Universe. Give me number 44 as a sign I did the right choice." I can JUST BARELY finish my thought when I see a car from the corner of my right eye. That car had number 44 on its register plate!

During my way home I spotted this HUGE white seagull feather on the grass. It wasn't there when I went to the market. I pick it up. I keep walking towards the bridge and 2 cars with number 44 on their register plates drive past me! I giggle with excitement! I stop on the same spot on the bridge to look at the fishes again, the same spot on the water too what I checked earlier. There floats 2 small but fuzzy white feathers! Fresh ones! They weren't there when I walked and stopped there earlier.

On a long straight part of the road on the other side of the bridge, I notice black feather on the ground. I walk past it but it instantly makes me regret for not picking it up. So, I turn around and go pick it up. It's not only black but it has very beautiful dark metallic blue shine on it! I take it home with me.

At home I turn the TV on and head to take a shower. I'm hell sweaty. After the shower I come to sit on the couch. There's history document going on, line of tanks driving through the city. First tank is showed close from behind, big and white painted number 33 on it. Right after it on the screen comes tank with same big white numbers but this tank's number is 11!

My friend sends me a message here on Tumblr, mentioning number 44! For the next 4 hours I check the clock exactly then, when there's number 44!

My other friend from UK is texting with me via Telegram. She has got herself her very first Tarot deck and would like to pick me a card about my situation which I told her about. I allow and welcome the reading. She gets me 3 cards and all 3 of them are EXACTLY the same cards I got many times when I did myself readings earlier! How wonderful confirmation that is! I'm happy and she's blown away, hahaha!

At 5am I get myself to bed. I feel tired but like in previous nights, I can't sleep. My bedroom window is open to let some cool morning air in before sun rises with the damn heat. I hear a crow across the window / yard road. I haven't heard crows in months! This one caws 2 times and then silence for a minute or two. Then, it caws - 2 times again. From the distance another crow caws back but how many times? I'm not sure. This close crow caws now 3 times, listens long and caws 3 times again.

Eventually the crow closest to me flies to this other crow, it's silent a long time. Suddenly this crow starts to caw repeatedly, fells silent and starts all over again. This happens twice. And then, silence. They are both gone.

Silence continues until I hear faint thud from the living room. It sounds EXACTLY like Verti when he jumped down from his tree or sofa! Maybe he's visiting me as an assurance all is well. All will be well.

I'm alone at home and neither of my wall neighbors are home either. It's dead silent too. Even outside. No birds, humans, bugs, wind, nothing. It's so silent my ears are ringing horribly with tinnitus. It's head splitting.

However, I feel happy and excited! Lots of positive good signs! While all these signs are amazing, soothing my soul and mind, the crow crowns it. Crow cawing 3 times is good sign, especially in the morning plus in this case where I normally NEVER hear them! Repeating caw is good too! Overall hearing crow is good sign! Universe is spamming me with good and positive signs which is comforting, assuring and just... Thank you ❤️ I have no words.

Ps. Not to mention my sister send me a photo earlier yesterday. She bought Sukuna mug to me! ❤️

(I forgot to post these here, gosh)

featuring our lovely lad the Angel Satan, or the Mysterious Stranger, No. 44

some more misc doodles:

(slightly recent doodle, older art below:)

(if you’re interested in my long spiel about who the hell this character is just look on my instagram)

The various drafts are filled with so many small joys, so much love for their protagonists and their little comforts. And he's far better represented in those protagonists, forced to acknowledge how little he matters in the grand scheme. All humans are mud not because he hates them, but he knows he is made from mud himself and that is all most of us will ever be to the powers that be, whether that's God, the church, or the bureaucracy.

Evidence one is that they're all written in first person. I think it's also evident in the true ending, when 44 reveals it all to be a dream and himself as a creation of the protagonist's mind. You can almost hear it in Twain's own character, 44 as his own melancholy mindset telling him all these "truths".

and most importantly

I MET THE VOICE ACTRESS WHO WAS 1/2 OF THE MYSTERIOUS STRANGER'S VOICE. She was also Becky Thatcher but MORE IMPORTANTLY. MYSTERIOUS STRANGER. PLUS she confirmed that Will Vinton (the director & creator) voiced the other half! Even though he's listed under a different name in the credits!

She was so sweet and grandmotherly and I love her so much and she made me feel so much more welcome in a crowd way out of my comfort zone but i was so excited to be there.