#nullxfy

ok so like i’m Super Sorry abt this but a couple of years ago i ended up rp’ing with a really dodgy person who ran a hu//lk blog and like? they messaged me years later apologising and stuff bc they came back to tumblr rp so it’s whatever but ruf//falo’s face is kind of ruined for me now. and also a lot of the recurring charas on s//pn because i had some really bad experiences in the fandom there and i just legit Cannot look at those faces w/o being reminded of all the shit that went on and the resulting depressive swing i had for like a good year after that sooo

Your character has been granted 3 wishes; what would they wish for and why? Medication to treat Borderline Personality Disorder, friends who will love him unconditionally forever, and somehow, just confirmation that he is making his biological parents proud. Jackson would wish for these things because he truly believes his life would be perfect with them, and Jackson is always striving for perfection, but at the same time, a ‘perfect’ life would finally bring him peace.

[TEXT] i thnk im near your hous?

I would kill for you. • I would make love to you. • I would fuck you. • I would protect you. • I would hurt you for a selfish cause. • I wish we had more in common. • I want nothing to do with you. • I want to see you cry. • I want a future with you. • I want to destroy your future. • I do not care what you do. • I am indifferent towards you. • I want children with you. • I love you ( platonically ) • I love you ( romantically ) • I love you life family. • You are my family. • I could fall in love with you. • I would lie for you. • I would fight by your side. • I will never let you go. • I would hold you while you cried. • I would hug you. • I want to kiss you. • I would stay by your bedside if you were ill. • I want to fall asleep with you in my arms. • I want to forget you. • I will never forget you. • I only want to make you proud. • I wish I could make you happy. • You deserve nothing. • I will never forgive you. • You confuse me.