Nulla generally calls me & my s/i lots of sweet endearing Spanish nicknames such as cariñito, mi vida, cariño, mi corazón, cielo, etc. (A lot of my inspo to learn Spanish came from this ngl).
But, he does occasionally do the same thing that I & my s/i do for ppl we're close with where he'll make nicknames based off my name, but that's something he only really does when its just the two of us (since hes one of very few who knows my real names).
Lowkey think this might be one of those things where he picked up doing that from me, but anyways hshs
As for me & my s/i, I fear I'm not nearly as creative as him, so I tend to call him things like love, darling, beloved, sweetheart, etc. (We are basically calling each other mostly the same things in this sense, but in our native languages, if that makes sense 😭).
And tbh, I fear I've yet to be able to come up with a nickname for him based off his own name, but I do have some possible ideas I plan to try. :3c
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Hey Ramy <3. I saw you reblogged another self-ship ask game, so I'm back in your Asks again.
Since you said to send multiple questions, I'll send the five I am the most curious about, but please do not feel forced to answer them if you don't want to/don't feel comfortable (I'm assuming that is why you said you wouldn't be able to answer some).
8. What are the tropes/tags for you and f/o? (Think AO3 tags)
9. Who was the first to confess? You or f/o?
12. Between you and f/o, who talks more and who listens intently?
21. How does your f/o cheer you up when you’re feeling down?
22. What are your favourite hobbies to do together with f/o?
I'm sorry if this is too much, Ran-Ran. Please, feel free to only answer one or two of them at the very most if you feel up to it, alright? But, I just want to quickly say that I'm really proud of you for making this side-blog and starting to be more open about not only your yumeship, but hopefully some of your other original things in the future <3.
And please, tag me if you post any kind of artwork or writing… I do not care what it is, I am desperate for any content from you, you've been starving me </3. /lh
Also, I believe you owe me a gold star drawing for finding this blog all on my own >:).
Hi Niall :3 Bro you're trying to make me cry atp aren't you /lh. Fr though thank you so much for this, I appreciate you a lot <3
And dw, I was already planning to let you know when I start posting some of my other stuff :3c Might start posting random doodles/drawings soon, who knows.
Fair warning for a likely very long post and a LOT of yapping of me pretty much gushing about Nulla (prolly, idk I'm typing this before answering... we'll see).
8. What are the tropes/tags for you and f/o? (Think AO3 tags)
I am very new to AO3, so idrk its tags very well, so I'm just gonna answer with the tropes I think suit Nulla and I (& A/R).
My s/i has the ability to travel across worlds pretty much as they please (aka me inserting them to many medias) and also take on many, many different identities/forms in order to fit into those said worlds, and this was usually a venture they took alone, and did so for quite some time before Nulla entered the picture.
The main one I think is something like "Lovers in every universe/timeline", or we'd at least definitely find each other in every universe and love each other, which is something taken quite literally between Nulla and A/R specifically (can't remember if I yapped bout this idea to you yet, sooo I'll do it here :3c )
It's through his deep connection with me (and in turn, A/R), that allows him to be able to sort of "join" them in their travels, and naturally, he does. He follows them to literally any world they end up in, even if its one that's less than pleasant, and even if the "identity" they take on in that world is less than pleasant as well, he genuinely doesn't mind and still loves them/me the same.
I actually have a short story I'm in the process of cooking up where that exact scenario happens, but the world is my planned interactive story fantasy world (yk the one), and he actually ends up taking the place of the reader (don't ask how he did it— he won't answer :) ).
And, as you know, the "identity" they take on in that world is one where they're constantly putting up a very cold, distant front, playing up the part of the "cruel, heartless villain" that all of the humans (and others) believe they are — of course, that's not how they actually are, but Nulla is the only one who knows who they really are in this case.
Jeez I yapped a lot about that, sorry 😭😭 but uhh yeah, that's the main one I think. I used a lot of my brain power on just that, and I really don't know enough about other tropes/AO3 tags (as I said, very new to AO3), so I'ma leave it with some other tropes(?)/story tags/idk words I think would fit us, maybe?? idk man
Love at first sight, completely and utterly obsessed with each other, soulmates basically, the only ones who can handle/match each others freak (/silly, /hj), hurt/comfort, fluff, domestic fluff, (and some angst occasionally, but you shoulda seen this coming if you know me :3 /lh)
9. Who was the first to confess? You or f/o?
Definitely Nulla, 100%. I don't think I even need to explain this one 🫠
12. Between you and f/o, who talks more and who listens intently?
And he keeps confessing his love for me & A/R in every universe 🥹
Oooh now this one is really interesting to think about 🤔 Tbh, when I first read this question, I wanted to say that maybe Nulla is the yapper while I'm the listener, but I think that actually fits for both of us??
We both love yapping to each other about things we're passionate about/are knowledgeable about/etc. and we both also love listening to each other do so, so I think we're both the yappers and listeners at times :3c
Will say though, I may be the most yappy between us, (un(?)surprisingly, just because I have a habit of rambling a lot whenever I get started talking about my stories/something I'm really passionate about (and I think he knows that...).
21. How does your f/o cheer you up when you’re feeling down?
Okay, so I had to skip this one briefly to think about it bc I wasn't sure how to answer it hshs
Nulla has a lot of methods of cheering me up when I'm feeling down, which usually depend on the exact reason I'm not feeling that way.
The most common, or the thing that pops up in a lot of his methods for cheering me up, is honestly as simple as just reminding me that he loves me, that he's there for me no matter what, and that he's proud of me. Whether he says it verbally, through actions, or both.
It's really simple, but the fact he's more than willing to consistently remind me, even if those things would be/are extremely obvious, especially to anyone else, just means a lot to me and is usually more than enough to bring my mood back up again, even if its only a little bit.
22. What are your favourite hobbies to do together with f/o?
Does parallel playing count as a hobby... bc I think we do that quite a lot.
Fr though, I think listening to music or watching stuff (YouTube, movies, shows, whatever we're in the mood for) together are our go-to picks. Planning to make him watch a 3hr Little Nightmares video at some point with me, as well as some videos a friend recommended about some args/horror stuff :3c
Oh, and you already saw it on discord, but here's your stupid gold star again since ik you'll gimme shit if I don't post it 🙄 /lh
Hello, Ran-Ran 💚. Guess who finally remembered his Tumblr password (or even remembered he had this account to begin with 😭). Anyways, I want to hear you yap about your boyfriend more (even though you already yap about him constantly in our texts /lh), so I'm sending a question from the ask game you reblogged.
🪼 - what’s your favorite way to feel closer to your f/o?
Heyo Dar-Dar :3 Good job remembering your Tumblr password, very proud of you 🫶 But uhh important question— HOW TF DID YOU FIND THIS SIDEBLOG BRO WHAT ⁉️😭
I forgot to tell you about it dawg like what hshs please tell me im curious (and maybe a lil scared now /hj but sorry bout forgetting to tell you btw 😭)
But fr you have no idea how makes happy it makes me that you still wanna hear me yap bout him even tho I'm sure I've already annoyed you a lot in our texts, so I appreciate it and love you <3 /p
To answer the question, I think I'd have to say I have a few favorite ways to feel closer to Nulla, but my top ones are usually propping my phone up somewhere either with the home screen (which is him) completely visible, listening to either of his themes (Misconception or Fell, though the latter does make me feel relaxed/sleepy since I put it on to sleep), or if I'm at my laptop, I'll open TEAG and open one of my many saves from his route(s) and just uhhh leave it open? ':3c
The last one is my most favorite to do tbh bc it makes me feel by far the closest to him. Since in canon, having the game open is like a "window of light" for him (his exact words), I like to do so even if I'm not actually actively playing it so it feels like he's there with me, or as close as he can be, at least.
I'd say my habit of propping my phone up with the image of him on my home screen completely visible is my second favorite method of feeing closer to him, though, since it's the easiest. I recently started propping my phone up while I do chores, so he could almost watch me ig while I do them. It sorta feels like body-doubling to me and helps motivate me a surprising amount hshs
Idk man, it works ok, and I do not question things that work if they motivate me to be productive, especially during this time of year. 🙏🥹
Heya Kyxie :3c ... and I don't think I even need to say anything, you knew what you were signing up for when you picked this. Alright, you better buckle tf up because there is a lot, and I'm not being shy about it eheheh /silly
Fair warning for a REALLY long post bc I definitely got really carried away with this one uhh sorry 😭🫠 (these aren't really in a particular order I don't think, especially not the latter part).
1.) Misconception - Myuu and Fell - Studio Meow Meow
His two main "theme songs" (the ones that play for him) in-game which I don't think I need to really explain these two hshs
2.) IDK You Yet - Alexander 23
During my first playthrough of Nulla's route, this song was the first one that came to my mind when I got the idea of making a playlist of songs for him, and it was also the very first song added to said playlist.
Before I knew him, listening to this used to give me ig "bittersweet" feelings. It'd gave me hope that I'd eventually be able to connect it to someone in the future, though I'll admit that hope was rather small.
Now though, it makes me really happy hearing it bc I feel I can finally connect it to someone (Nulla hshs). I really don't know how to explain this better, sorry.
3.) Almost, So Close, Maybe - Mercer Henderson
This one was the second song that immediately came to my mind (and was also the second song added to that first main playlist).
To me, at least, it kind of feels as though it (mostly) describes Nulla's feelings towards the player, or more specifically his and the player's relationship. He's aware of his own situation, the fact he's a fictional character and can't truly be with the player bc he's not real, but because he's so desperate, he's willing to "settle" for the closest thing he can have.
"But I'll settle for almost, so close, maybe. You're not mine, but you're almost, so close"
4.) Fictional (Stripped) - Khloe Rose
... Listening to this one again is making me realize the closet's been made of fucking glass for the last nearly a decade, hasn't it-?
Anyways. This one feels self-explanatory from the title, so I'm not gonna bother explaining. :3
5.) I Would Change Everything - Lost Stars
This one also feels semi self-explanatory from the name of it, but this one (to me) describes (part of) how Nulla loves practically to a T; though, it's not just him...
6.) My Way Of Life - Frank Sinatra
This one also feels like describes how Nulla loves but not practically to a T, it's perfect for him imo.
It's also got the added bonus of being from an artist that he enjoys, so whenever I listen to it, it makes me feel closer to him in that sense. :3
7.) EYES ON ME - asteria
In the game, he desperately wants the player to keep their eyes on him for several reasons.
One, the more obvious reason, because your gaze and perception of his actions allows for change, and allows him to pursue his goal(s).
Two, he doesn't want your attention diverting to anyone else (like Septem or Unum, for example).
Three (this one's more personal for my Nulla and me), he likes to stare at me a lot, and he seems to enjoy it when I stare at him in return, so who am I to deny him? :3c (No bc I do fr stare at him a lot actually...)
8.) A Human's Touch - TWRP, McKenna Rae
Idk, it's just him fr. I've looped it too much to make it an "honorable mention" though, so it's getting it's own thing here.
Okay, I lowkey feel bad for all my yappings already, so here are some honorable mentions without the explanations, but are prolly pretty self-explanatory:
9.) Cariño - The Marías
10.) void - isq
11.) Mx. Sinister - I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
12.) Worlds Apart - Sevon Lions, Kerli
13.) I Wanna Be Yours - Arctic Monkeys
14.) LET THE WORLD BURN - Chris Grey
15.) Give - Sleep Token
16.) i'm yours - Isabel LaRosa
17.) Nothing - Bruno Major
18.) All I Really Want Is You - The Marías
19.) Obsessed - YVR
20.) Once In A Lifetime - John Michael Howell
21.) Dear Soulmate - Laufey
22.) Would You Fall in Love with Me Again - Jorge Rivera-Herrans, Anna Lea
23.) IF NOT FOR YOU - Mãneskin
24.) Eres tú - Peint
25.) Everything Black - Unlike Pluto, Mike Taylor, UPxMT
