Painfully Numb. //120114.
But it's time to find your strength now. There are always better feelings than when you're at your worst. We're so easily twisted by the words of those we have convinced ourselves we trust. Look at them in a different light. You will find the differences that weren't obvious at a moment's notice. Fade in. You stroll alongside danger. A hint, an air of someone grabbing you. A flash of panic. Heart racing. The weight pressing on my chest is unbearable. I can only say so much. I have let you down. How do you change the mind of one who is so deeply engraved in their beliefs. My lips are turning blue from the cold. I've swallowed enough of my sorrows. Cut me open, and I'll spill out, secrets and all. Then at least I'll know I'm in pain.Â
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