#nui.answer

I read quite a few hetafics but I can’t remember each and everyone I liked but here are the ones I’m currently reading/liked, maybeee ill keep this post updated whenever i read something i like. i dunno i just got into reading fics fr this year otherwise i stay comfortably illiterate

mind the tws for all of these, all of them E rated

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59682526 - Mama’s Gun, USUK, really popular CN human USUK au, fairly bleak throughout.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/453370 - Stripperific, UKUSCAN, i kind of just like everything americalovesthecockpit does i think theyre really funny lol. throwing in a popular one.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/65976664 - Destroy, He/She Said, this one is EngSey, and excellently written i think. criminally underrated, and a very interesting, if not depressing piece into both characters. Highly recommend this one especially.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/67318108 - Give an inch, take around ten more, USUK,(can) the only omegaverse i actually like LMAO. most claustrophobic thing to read. i think the writer is in tumblr kyaaaa i feel shy. if you see it hii sorry i like a lot >_>

https://m.fanfiction.net/s/11277600/1/Nighthawks?__cf_chl_tk=jhxm0hoEwE.kbZZWMuu5FjcknPfYTGEpd0u8LYv9cr8-1662474611-0-gaNycGzNFpE - Nighthawks, another human UKUS au, again very well written. i think this one is pretty popular.

I quite like her in canonverse she’s really easy to take potshots at. I like how boring the swissliech dynamic is it’s a little charming to me. In my head Liechtenstein always seemed like a ridiculous country so i like making her a ridiculous character in turn.

surprisingly no I’m not but that’s cus canamecan to me go at each other like wild rabbits there’s no seme uke it’s some weird abstract scissoring thing it’s just that cana wins out on top more often cus he’s the only one who gaf lmfaoz. You understand. Mentally though Cana is Uked by Ame he’s just sooooo owned. amecan in the spirit caname in the body?

hi hi thank you thank you ^.^ !!! the trick is colourpicking the same hair colour LMFAO

and yea it’s hard to put into words, which is why I draw them LOL (I drafted a response 2 times and deleted coz I was unsatisfied with the wording) but. I think there’s like two things there.

One the existence of America. yea that’s a big one. Amechan’s influence on Eng is something Eng begrudges out of some semblance of face but ultimately embraces. Cana’s Americanisation is a lot more sublimated and unconscious. Cana pretends he is knows exactly how the ACE situation and to an extent, yea, he Does know a lot more about Ame than nearly anyone else, and yes he Does think they’re way more than just brothers. But also as a result, he is characteristically, the least self aware of his own identity in ACE because of how long he spends his time looking in on the outside, so to speak. As a result, his grievances with Amechan is typically petty and egodriven, although justified here and there, the core of it comes down to a wounded ego.

Okay but how does this relate to eng yea coz It’s actually all about eng. ame might be like some kind of parasite infecting everyone, but eng was kinda like. Patient 0 about it. In the sense a lot of Cana’s neurosis comes from Eng’s neurosis about Ame, because Cana’s identity is so tied up with Eng like that.

I think from here on out is the Freudian bit because (well you read the manga it’s basically that) but also his perception of himself being forever England’s Biggest Most Faithful Little Boy since Ame walked out, makes him blind to his own capacity for utmost cruelty, and weirdly, wilfully dismissive of his own capability for shrewdness and power-play. He isn’t a commonwealth backwater, and as Eng grows older without Ame, and as much as Eng would like to delude himself about the “special relationship” Cana feels Artie leaning on him more.

And I guess Mattie plays into whatever cognitive dissonance he feels about his own power over Eng, because if he puts up with the face of Being A Good Imperial Boy just Like Ame for Eng, although internally he’s just sooo totally Unlike Ame, even though the truth is somewhere in the middle. But to be honest with himself, and/or to be honest with eng, would mean choosing to give up the warmth of his old man’s body, either through brief, thoughtless grazes of hands or through whatever leftover scraps of affection that senile old man intended for Ame.

oh YAY someone noticed the venturisms I ripped off ^w^ the last time I drew Hank and Dean was on my nsfw LOL my bad chief I need to do by my boys better once the ACE worms die down >.>

have this old venture-caname doodle tho it’s not much to look at