No Safety in My Arms - chapter 12
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Loki looked up as the assassin turned to speak to you, his smug expression still firmly settled on his face. That was, until he saw the clothes you’d changed into: a pair of black leggings under an oversized sweatshirt nearly the same shade of green he usually wore, and a pair of socks to match. He wasn’t sure what the word “Brooklyn” on the front of the top meant, but he didn’t really care; he was still trying to process the sight of you practically wearing his colors. He was certain it wasn’t intentional, and yet…
Realizing he was practically gawking at you, and not wanting to get yelled at for it by the assassin, he quickly tore his gaze away from you, instead looking down at Aksel, who had also looked to you when you entered the room. As Loki resumed petting the dog, though, those warm brown eyes were once again locked on his own.
Okay?
Fine. Loki’s silent response to your dog was less than kind, but he was so shaken up by the sight of you that he was having trouble keeping his emotions under control. He wanted to say he found the way that Aksel nuzzled his head into Loki’s thigh annoying, but there was something comforting about the weight of the dog against his leg.
“Aksel, leave him alone. Let him eat in peace.”
The lab’s attention turned from Loki to you as you spoke to him, though he glanced briefly up at the god once again. Loki arched an eyebrow slightly at him, then withdrew his hand from where he’d been stroking his head, before turning back to the breakfast that still sat on the table in front of him.
After being released, Aksel stood from where he’d been sitting, then trotted back to your side, nudging his head up under your hand.
Your fingers easily began to scratch behind Aksel’s ears as he pressed his head into your hand, the action practically a reflex at this point. You kept your gaze on Loki for a moment longer before you looked back over at your friend.
“I wouldn’t call him a traitor, Nat. He’s just an attention whore.” The small smile that tugged at your lips as you spoke broke into a full-on grin as it got a laugh out of the redhead.
“Yeah, maybe you’re right,” she agreed, crouching down closer to Aksel’s level and scratching under his chin for a moment. “Next time you can come to me instead of Oscar the Grouch,” she told him. “I’m more than happy to give you all of the scritches. You wanna treat?”
The black lab perked up immediately upon hearing the word “treat”, and his tail began wagging wildly, and he nearly caused Natasha to trip over him as she walked over to the cabinet his treats were kept in.
“I’m gonna take that as a yes,” the assassin chuckled, shaking her head slightly as she opened the cabinet.
You couldn’t help but smile as you watched two of your best friends have this moment, though when you felt a whisper of emotion from Loki tickling the edge of your mind, you turned your head slightly to look at him again, your brows furrowing slightly in concern when you saw the deep scowl on his face. His emotions were muffled and unclear -- unlike Natasha's, which were calm but clear (happiness, love for you and Aksel) -- but it was clear he was unhappy. The urge to ask him if he was alright was strong, but it was difficult to get him to have pleasant conversation when it was just the two of you, so it would probably be nearly impossible to get anything civil out of him while Natasha was there.
As if he could feel you staring at him, Loki’s sharp gaze was quickly on yours, and you, embarrassed at having been caught, looked away hastily, cheeks heating slightly. Desperate to find something to break the tense silence in the room, you looked around, your eyes eventually landing on the stack of french toast that still sat on the counter.
“Tasha, you’re more than welcome to some of that if you want it,” you offered, motioning towards the plate with one hand.
Natasha smiled appreciatively at you, but shook her head slightly. “That’s very sweet of you, but I’ll have to pass. I’m on my way to work out, and we both know what happens when I work out on a full stomach.”
You wrinkled your nose at the memory of the last time you and Nat had worked out together after a big breakfast. “Fair enough,” you conceded, smiling at her again as she pulled a ready-made smoothie from the fridge before turning to leave the kitchen.
“I’ll probably take you up on some lunch though,” she told you, winking playfully as she walked past you. You rolled your eyes, but you didn’t turn her down.
“I think I can manage that.”
“Manage what?” The familiar timbre of the ex-Winter Soldier chimed in, brows raised curiously as he glanced between you and Natasha. He smiled down at the assassin as she passed him on her way out of the kitchen, patting his arm a couple of times before continuing on towards the elevators.
“Lunch,” you told Bucky over your shoulder as you grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge.
“But no breakfast?” he asked, tilting his head slightly, very similar to Aksel when he was confused about something.
“Already taken care of,” you assured him, gesturing towards the french toast stack beside the stove as you sat on one of the barstools that lined one side of the island. The brunette looked in the direction you gestured, and his face lit up at the sight.
“Has everyone else eaten?” he asked, glancing over at you as he grabbed a plate out of the cabinet; as much as Bucky loved breakfast food, he always wanted to make sure everyone else had gotten to eat their share before he did. He had a habit of eating enough breakfast for three people before heading to the gym; nobody else could handle that much food at once, let alone work out after eating so much, but it never seemed to bother him.
“Nat passed on it, and Loki and I have eaten, but nobody else is up yet. Have as much as you want. There’s still bread in the pantry, so I can always make more when the others show up hungry.”
That was all Bucky needed to hear, and the next second he was piling what appeared to be six slices of french toast onto his plate with his fork. He looked around the kitchen to find the toppings, and quickly spotted them on the table. He walked over, sat at the opposite end from Loki, and poured an absurd amount of chocolate chips on top of his breakfast.
The room was silent for a little while, with only the soft sound of the classical music that J.A.R.V.I.S. had turned on while you were cooking earlier floating between the three of you. Eventually, though, Michelle turned up, already dressed and ready for the day, her hair pulled up into a ponytail that swayed slightly as she walked.
“Good morning.”
“Good morning,” you chirped back, smiling easily at your friend. “Good morning to you too, Steve,” you added, as the captain entered the kitchen shortly after the healer; he was also clearly ready for the day.
“Is it still morning?” he asked, looking down at his watch. “I guess technically it is.”
You rolled your eyes at him. “You’re too literal, cap. It still feels like morning, and that’s what matters.”
“If you say so,” he chuckled. “What’s Buck eating?” he asked, glancing from his friend and back over to you.
“French toast.”
“There any left?”
“A few pieces. But I was planning on making more. I’m pretty sure Banner was here all night, so I doubt he’s eaten anything in a while.”
Steve nodded in agreement; you all knew what Banner was like when he got really into a project. He glanced over at the plate on the counter, seeing there were only a couple pieces of french toast left for the moment.
“You can have them, Michelle,” he said, turning towards the redhead. “I don’t mind waiting.”
“Alright captain, I see how it is. Give me the old stuff while you get the fresh batch.” There was a slight glint in Michelle’s eyes as she spoke, and you stifled a laugh as you watched Steve go bright red at the comment.
“Oh, no, that’s not-- I mean, if you’d rather have fresh breakfast, that’s fine, I just thought maybe you’d want to eat first.” The super soldier was so caught up in his stammering that he had failed to notice Michelle already grabbing a fork and the plate from the counter, having only been teasing Steve with her words.
You and Bucky exchanged a look at your friend’s fumbling words, and you had to put all your effort into stifling your laughter when he rolled his eyes, before shoving a massive bite of his own toast into his mouth.
“It’s fine, Steve,” Michelle assured him, taking a seat by Bucky, reaching into the jumble of toppings on the table and grabbing the jar of honey, squeezing it over the toast on her plate, followed a moment later by the smallest pinch of powdered sugar.
Steve nodded slightly at the healer’s words, but he continued to stand awkwardly near the entrance to the kitchen.
You shook your head slightly at him then, pushing yourself out of your chair, careful not to step on Aksel where he laid at your feet, and made your way around to the stove, where all the supplies you’d pulled out earlier to make the first batch of french toast still sat. “Go sit down, Steve. It’ll just take me a few minutes to make yours.”
The captain nodded again, making his way over to the table and sitting on the opposite side of Bucky from Michelle.
It didn’t take you very long to get back into the groove of making french toast for your friends, and after you’d made what you thought to be enough for Steve and Banner, you once again turned off the stove, separating the pieces into two servings on two separate plates.
“J.A.R.V.I.S.?” you called as you brought Steve’s plate to him at the table.
“Yes ma’am?” the AI replied immediately.
“Could you let Bruce know that there’s breakfast up here for him when he’s ready for a break?”
“He appears to have fallen asleep in the lab. Shall I wake him and pass on your message?”
“Oh, no, that’s alright. When he wakes up, just let him know I put his breakfast in the fridge for him.”
“Of course ma’am.” After your conversation with the AI ended, the classical musical picked up once again. You returned to where the last plate of food sat on the counter, opening a drawer and grabbing the roll of foil. After tearing off a piece, you carefully wrapped up the plate. You returned the foil to the drawer, grabbing a sharpie from the drawer and writing “Banner :)” on top, before sticking the whole thing in the fridge.
The sound of a chair being pushed back pretty aggressively from the table drew your attention, and you frowned slightly when you saw a very irritated-looking Loki stand from his seat, practically snatching his dishes off the table before stalking to the sink. He placed them wordlessly down in the sink with a rather melodramatic clatter, before he turned and stormed out of the room, still without saying a word to anyone.
You turned to face your friends, all still sitting at the table, all four of you left speechless at the abruptness of the actions of the Tower’s newest resident.
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