#nsfanyone

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today i sucked my first dick. today i decided to set up a craigslist encounter. i don’t know why i did i just did. i made the mistake of answering the first person who messaged me. i also made the mistake of looking at his dick (which was big) and not asking for a face pic. i just decided what the hey. this was all so surreal. so guy comes over (39 year old black dude) drops his pants (he’s not wearing underwear and is already hard which is no fun) and asks me if i’m drug disease free. i say i am. he doesn’t say much as i go down on him and as i look up i see he’s on his phone. i close my eyes and try to imagine he’s not. now i’m seperating myself from the experience. this means i don’t feel a dick in my mouth. i just feel a soft, flesh like thing that smells like newports. bad idea. he tries his hand at dirty talk, which consists of him saying ‘you want this dick” and “get it, girl.” he also says i “have a pretty ass” and spanks me. it’s alright. i’m doing my darndest to try and make this a pleasant experience for myself, but i’m sweating and the sweat is getting into my eyes which are already closed. i do all the moves i’ve seen in the movies. slow. fast. corkscrew. 180. hand and mouth. deep throat. nothing from this guy. i decide to put my hand up his shirt just to feel something. i feel nothing because once again my eyes are closed. he’s still very out of it. i’m getting tired of this, take this flesh thing out of my mouth. i try to just finish him off with my hand (i don’t want any loose ends), eyes open, because this whole experience is just not what i wanted. my hand becomes dry as sandpaper even though my saliva has touched his dick numerous times. i decide to stop and see what he’s been looking at the whole time. on his phone, which is a samsung galaxy and see a bunch of previews for porn videos. not pictures, not even playing the videos silently, but looking at a youtube style porn site with thumbnails. i wipe the sweat from my brow and sit up. he’s not even looking at me. he has one hand on his dick (stroking), one hand holding his phone. i glare at him and say “i think you should go.” as i say this, his cum hits my leg and the ground. i barely notice this (he doesn’t seem to be a loud cummer(?)) he says “what” and i make up some excuse about sweating and getting a headache (a lie) and he asks for a towel. i quickly grab one of the never ever used towels in my bathroom and hand it to him. he wipes himself off and hands me the wadded up towel. i use a different towel to wipe his cum off my leg and decide to see what it tastes like. very salty, like a freezer section pretzel. he pulls his pants up and leaves. i lock the door, throw away the towel, febreze my room and wash my hands. my mouth tastes like cigarillos so i brush my teeth.

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