#npib

In the morning, wake up and just lay there. Simply lay there. Enjoy that moment of having opening your eyes, stretching under the soft warm blanket heated from your living body. Enjoy seeing your room with the lights off and the sun peeking in. Do not go on your phone or laptop. Just be in the moment of what is in front of you. Enjoy your own company. You do not need to be fed with information and entertainment from society to keep you company because you can think for yourself. This moment is just for yourself. Stay a little while before leaving. 

Come to me my sweetest friend.

I don’t feel beautiful because I don’t feel like myself.

Do complicated minds get saved?

It’s true isn’t it? That women have been oppressed more than men? If I’m trying to prove that, am I a sexist? No, I’m not belittling men! I know that they have  struggles too. I’m stating my point that women have had it harder, but in doing so, I’m supposedly ‘siding’ with only one side. NO! It’s called equality that hasn’t been proved.

It's like I can't even speak anymore. I just let out sounds of emotions. Where my words that I love so? Though I did find an inspiration for a painting I hope to make (soon?). It's for the goodnights I may not receive anymore. But am I selfish? For wanting goodnights? Sleep is important, so I suppose I shouldn't bother. It's just a simple goodnight. I feel like my words are so shallow now. What's happened to me? Where am I? Am I starting to loathe myself? Am I picking up on your bad habits? It's starting to grow and spread in me. Decay?

Be gentle. Be kind.