I just really need to get this out. I always thought my ex was "The One." For almost a year I considered him the one that got away but really... No. He was my first love and a great adventure. I hope we stay friends for a long time. With that said, I have finally found someone who is The One. It's a different type of love that I've never experienced. We've created a friendship, bond, and love based only on who we are as individuals. It's great. His name is Ash and he's beautiful. Only problem, he lives in England and I live in America. We have never met face to face. Scary right? Actually no. I know who he is and no! I'm not being catfished. Because there's distance there is also stress and fights and ugh trouble. It sucks because I can't tell people. Not really. They all judge. This has caused me to just slip into a state of sadness. A deep sadness. I really wish I could just tell my friends what's up without being scared of their reaction. I have a bunch of friends on here so if you're reading this.... I love you and thanks for listening to the little I do tell you. You guys are the best :D I need to break from the bad ideas that so many people have of LDRs because I'm fucking in one. That's my problem and I'm done talking about it cause most people don't care anyways. & now everyone knows.