#novemberbride

8 months away!!! 245 days, to be exact. Ive been working on centerpieces this month. Half the tables will be the hexagon things & the other half the geometric things. My dress comes in really soon (within the next week or so) & i am SOOO excited to see it. We're finishing up finding decor & storage is like playing tetras atp 🤣 I'm really excited about the next 8 months. I've loved wedding planning so much, tho I'm genuinely going to be sad once it is over. Venue is hosting an open house next weekend 🙌🏻 We're going to start looking into honeymoon destinations soon!! We want to go to a quiet cabin in the woods & we're already hoping for snow. I can't wait to marry my best friend soon 💚

I got my shoes this week!!! Ahhh!!! My whole bridal look is almost completed. My dress comes in really soon. We've gathered table supplies & tons of glasses. About to get crafty and make center pieces.

I have also sent out 99% of our save the dates!!!!

Fiancé & I are starting to look at apartments. So excited to start my life with him. I'll be slowly moving in over time. Visiting often. I'm 100% confident in our ability to live together. I'm excited to begin healing from my past. I'm excited for saftey. I'm excited to be at peace in my home.

So. Freaking. Excited.

A lot is going thru my head, and it's mostly just a LOT of excitement. After nearly a decade of friendship and 6 years of being with the person I love the most, we finally get to start our forever with each other. We finally get to spend every day together. We finally get to cook, clean, laugh, cry, chill, and enjoy each other forever. We get to do life together!!!

I started planning out decorations for our first place together. I've started mentally preparing for a physical relationship with him. I'm becoming a wife slowly over these next 10 months. I cannot wait to be by his side as we start our lives together. I'm excited to see what the future brings us & what we learn together as we go from betrothed to wedded. & no, im not some trad wife bullshit kinda girl. I'm simply just excited to be at peace with my absolute favorite human & finally feel safe 💓 (I'm diagnosed with PTSD, more on that another time)

My wedding dress comes in next month, we have a day of coordinator now & I've begun ordering decorations!! I'll send out save the dates soon once we finish gathering last minute addresses. I can't wait for you all to see them, I'm designing everything for our big day.

I'm so excited 😊