#nov52017

I don’t want to interfere you anymore, its like I’m just a hindrance to you, to your life.

I don’t want to interfere in your time. Your “valuable” time for others. 

It’s frustrating, the words you told me tonight. That I’m a less priority of yours. That you wanted to focus on what’s really need and not in what you just want.

I feel helpless again, I can’t even defend myself to you --- it’s starting again; the feeling of anguish and emptiness. I’m so thorn apart.

I really can’t help myself to cry silently and hid the pain inside.

if you only realize what you’ve just told me awhile ago and how I felt about it...

maybe...