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I HAVE MISSED YOU AS WELL!

I generally wouldn't post this on my rp blog...but it's really late, I'm don't want to deal with changing accounts mobile, and to be quite fucking honest no one on my personal gives a damn. I'm having a really difficult time emotionally right now. I feel like I'm falling apart and I've got nothing on how to fix it. I've never felt this completely and utterly alone in my whole life. I feel like I'm stuck in a sea of glorified acquaintances. No one knows me anymore. My irrational mind is saying move back to your home town where everyone knows you, but the friends I have there are distant at best. And the rational part of my head is telling me no one here knows me either and honestly that I don't deserve to have that change. I don't think I've ever been in a very healthy relationship, and my last two romantic relationships were very emotionally abusive. I see all of my friends having fun, falling in love, and being with each other. And because I'm so fucked up I feel like that's something I don't belong to and won't get to have because for whatever freaking affliction I have I can't seem to end up with someone who doesn't beat me down emotionlly. The last person I was with took so much from me and out of me it's unbelievable, I don't know how I've survived these past few months because I just don't feel like I have anything left. I've been doing a bang up job of faking that I'm fine. But I can't stand up for myself or express myself anymore. I feel like I'm crumbling and I don't know what to do about it anymore. I crave feeling important to others, and I crave feeling like I matter but right now I don't feel any of that and it's like I'm dying inside and I literally feel like I have no one to just go to and say hey I feel horrible and could use some support to because I'm just alone. I'm just alone...

Welp it’s time to get off for the night, I’ve been in significant pain all day so I could use some extra sleep, I’ve more or less gotten back into the swing of things here though and will hopefully knock out more drafts tomorrow.

Hi guys, I just wanted to let you guys all know that I will be on very sparingly to just about not at all till after the first week of July. I've got one costume almost done and I haven't started my second costume for Anime Expo yet so I really need to focus! I'm even working on my physical therapy nights because I'm so nervous about finishing in time D': Wish me luck! Bruce and I will be back in full swing after Anime Expo promise! <3

I promise I’ll get on Bruce just might be a couple more days cause living in the world we created again is really nice for my mental state right now u-u

I don't know how I'll feel about this in the morning....but as of right now I just had the most heart wrenching breakup of my entire life. I'm coming out of a very abusive situation and I got shot to pieces for standing up for myself. And I really fucking love her and everything is horrible right now? ^^; I haven't been this emotionally distraught like ever and I highly doubt I'll be able to channel Bruce anytime soon because of it. Sorry guys. I really was trying to keep up with Bruce I promise.