#notsurewhere

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this journey has been kicking my butt lately. i’ve been frustrated, in tears, complaining, talking to myself, and literally feeling hopeless. i dont know how i’ll get through these two weeks without this same process. all i know is that this has been a trip. i hope i don’t have to do it again. i hope i can do this. i pray i can do this. i’ve never wanted to anything so much and that terrifies me. to put that in writing is also scary. i’m not sure where i’ll be in the next few months. i’m not sure where my life will be. what kind of mental state i’ll be in. i’d be lying if i said i wasn’t worried. i know that i need to trust God’s plan for me. i’ll need to accept it whatever may come. 

... I have been in love w this view for more than 4 years. It is my oasis in the chaos, my prayer chamber, my silent retreat. God speaks to me thru the wind in the trees, the full moon piercing thru darkness, the sun beams playing on my face in the morning. Not a day has gone by that I haven't thanked the Almighty for my living space. You know what they say about when you love something... || #LearningtoLetGo #OpenHandsOpenHeart #Moving #Transitions #Changes #NotSureWhere #GodGuideMe #LettingGo #forEverythingThereIsASeason

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-someone, somewhere