Nov 13, 2024
I spent 20 years trying to be the perfect man for an unpleasable woman. Is it to much to ask for someone to want to be what I want? Yes, I'm asking you to appreciate what I do for you, to match the love and affection that I give.
I want you, to want me, to want to be touched and held by me. Friends tell me that in order to get what I want, I have to play stupid games and pull back on my affection and then bomb them with affection.
Is that what it's come down to? Games. I'm beginning to think that my type isn't out there. I want to think that I'm a good man that is respectful, affectionate, and supportive. But it seems like that is a turn off.
