#nothing else actually

i have a really weird thing about opinions. i don't really have opinions on a matter until they come up or matter to me personally. and even when i have an opinion, it sometimes doesn't take long at all too convince me otherwise unless it's something i feel very intensely about. and the reason why i change my opinion so frequently probably comes from my fear of accidentally saying something wrong and horrible and i don't realise it is, and i realise i'm not gonna be persecuted for having a wrong opinion, but even so, i feel that way. i guess that this is also another reason that i think i might be shallow, because i feel like i barely have substance. i like klance. i like the stars. i like writing. i like fashion. i like studying the mind. without those, what am i? i'm not particularly smart, or interesting, or funny, or anything like that. i'm not very sure in myself. what i am, what i'm not. i'm not really sure about anything.