#notesfromraina

i wanna be so honest, sometimes it is so hard for me to commit myself to manifestations because i’m obsessed with being miserable. i feel empty and bored when i don’t have something to complain about, and my journey with loa has made me realize this fully

i think one of the most beautiful things about loa is how many negative things we do on a subconscious level that are revealed to our conscious minds. but it means nothing in the end if you’re not actively doing the work to dismantle those things

just some words of wisdom for anyone who struggles with these same revelations. i often find it hard to move forward with the dismantlement, but i always remind myself how crucial it is order for me to not only receive my desires, but maintain and appreciate them <3

i've been doing a lot of thinking about the ideas of linearity and neville's bridge of incidents. the events that have occurred in my life in the past 24 hours have really solidified my belief in the bridge of incidents, and that the universe has no tie to morals, relationships, or logic when it comes to manifestation.

if you want something, you must be 1000000% percent sure that it is exactly what you want. for so long, i've been shifting my focus to manifesting a new identity -- i wanted to be reborn. what I didn't fully grasp during this time is what rebirth actually is. a loss of my ego, a loss of everything that is keeping me held back, and a loss of all that keeps me in a comfortable but stagnant position.

when asking the universe for something, I think we all must understand that things will be removed in order for you to reach to receive. its not to say that you cannot manifest having both, but it is to say that the universe aligns with your energy, and your energy is your source. your source protects you, and will therefore remove anything that is detrimental to you. whether those detrimental aspects are apparent to you currently and consciously, or not; your energy knows.

i'm not sure all of this will make any sense (I am OVERLY emotional rn lmfao), but I do hope that this provides clarity for people wondering why they may seem to feel lonelier as their manifestations come to fruition.

all in all, remember: in order to welcome new growth, you have to cut off the dead ends.