#notcinderella

whats the point of jealousy.. Its a god awful feeling that someone else is getting it better than you did. I found out jealousy when I entered a world with a step sister and mother.. I was 8 she was 6 and I had a old school father and she had a “caring” mother. My mother cared too. but I saw her every other year for a few times here and there. I have an older brother..and with this new family everything got twisted.

My first memory of jealousy was when my step mom took my sister and I school cloths shopping. being 8 I didn’t under stand this.. I’ve never been school cloths shopping. But when we went I remember being told what my limit was and I kept under it.. but I didn’t under stand why my sister had 5 pairs of pants and 2 pairs of shoes, when I got 2 pairs and 1 set of shoes.