#notagrin

I try so damn hard to be good for you when in fact, I am not.

I fix my hair, and do my makeup, whatever it takes to be "pretty enough"

I try to make you smile, and laugh, and make your day a little brighter.

But it's pointless, you never see any of it.

 Even when my hair is perfect and my face is pretty, you still look at her.

    I will never be pretty enough.

I cannot seem to get a smile out of you, at most a slight grin as you look away from me.

    I am never good enough.

I can never make a  single day ever be good enough for you, it is never me.