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I looked up the English translation to the lullaby my mom’s side used to sing me when I was little and like… it’s essentially “I could give you to a witch, but she’d only want you for a week. I could give you to a monster but he’d keep you for a year. I will give you to a white wolf and she will raise you forever.” Like what?? The fuck!!

soukoku makes me ill. what do you mean chuuya thought that dazai was dead. what do you mean he opened that bottle not to celebrate, but to mourn. what do you mean he just lost another friend and just had to deal with it without explanation or closure until four years after. do you guys think he checked the news often, hospital records, anything remotely to do with his death. having to mourn a person who had never died. i'm sick