37: Talk about someone you thought you were in love with

Hmm well I can’t say I’ve ever thought I was in love with anyone. I had an on and off thing with a guy for almost four years - he’d hit me up and we’d talk all day every day and he’d confess and we’d never really pursue it, then he’d ghost for a few months but eventually hmu again and the cycle continued.

But there were guys I’ve rejected or thought I liked in those times (one of which I sorely regret rejecting) because that first guy was always in the back of my mind, since it seems we’d talk for a few months, only for him to ghost and then hmu again a couple months later. Looking back, I think he was just stringing me along.

Maybe he was the closest, idk, but I wouldn’t call it love at all, especially now since I’m past it. I was a couple years younger so what did I know anyway? I have stronger regret and feelings for and about rejecting that other guy now.

It’s not really much of an answer, but it’ll have to do?