Hello! I'm not sure if you're still open for requests (hopefully you are), but I'd like to ask you about my Scorpio North Node retrograde because i'm clueless about lunar nodes
Thank you and take care 😘
South Node in Taurus or 2nd House/ North Node in Scorpio or 8th House
The south node shows a past life placing high value on its interests, with difficulty and resistance in making changes. The path to evolution is to learn to transform oneself internally, respecting the values and interests of others, overcoming past social standards and concepts.
P.S: The Nodes is always in retrograde
If you don't believe in past lives, use the south node part as the start of your life, some focus on childhood, others range up to 20 to 40 years.
In your past life you cherished stability and a good financial life and that's why you achieved what you wanted. Your greatest power and control over people were to somehow buy them, if we think today, it's money, in another time it might have been exchanges. It wasn't something overnight, you probably left home early and had to work early to get everything you wanted.
You had a lot of experience in care and personal values, you achieved a lot through your own resources, you were the provider of your family, you were that person who had the resources to conquer, to be entitled to comfort, perhaps, or tranquility, a peaceful life a stable life and that's why you probably in this current life had to assume the financial responsibilities so you know how to deal very well with financial matters, you know how to manage your money, you know how to value the things you have and you know how to take care of what you value be it people, material things, ideals, a belief in a people that more if you value what you care for in the same way you in your last life learned to deal with the practical side of life lived in the most realistic world the most serene connected to your senses physicists.
You have also contact with nature and now you feel this need too, you could be a farmer or even a fisherman, the contact with nature is not just tree, can be also the sea, lakes, mountains, animals...
You don't give up easily on things you can, focus and be persistent no matter how hard it was, no matter how hard the work, no matter how hard you can stay firm on your goals, you stick to it because you feel the need to nurture others who are with you.
For you to forgive is easy because what you most sought in your last life was probably peace and tranquility, living in harmony with your environment, inside your home within your work, in society and everything you sought in your last life was tranquility, peace not to alienate anyone.
In the field of relationships, you had a very important one, you didn't bother looking for other people because you were already fixed with that someone. It was a calm and tender love.
At some point in your life, you will want to leave your home and change your values, you will no longer want to have the same customs and you will not get so caught up in the issue of family and money.
The way to speak, using the voice to communicate can be very difficult, you may have been that child who took longer to start talking. When giving your opinion, you only do it with a lot of courage, otherwise you stop and stay quiet. There are also times when despair comes and something comes out of your mouth. With this Node it is better to plan everything you are going to say in order. In written or non-verbal communication this problem is not so apparent.
You have cat eyes and in the same way they’re piercing they look empty, as if you see the person and they don't see you back.
For some reason you hate bureaucracy and wish it could be done with only some words and trust.
In this life your path is to give to others pretty much everything you have and share your material world. It's as if you buy a car and need to share it with someone in your house, or have never lived alone in your life. Your material worlds are never only yours and you need to share in some way, and you don’t like to share.
You try to have many forms of power and if possible, all. So, you look to work as soon as possible to get your money, as well as get involved in occult studies like tarot, magic. The desire to marry someone influential and powerful is also latent.
You learned that you only have value if you have money and give something back, people don't like you for what you are but for what you can do for them and that's one of your pains. Instead of money, material goods, managing feelings and entering the world of the deep waters of Scorpio is what you will have to do in this life, it's time to discover your power, your power to transform and remove the masks, to look at what is really valuable. It is one of the nodes that deal with the raw side of life, without the pink lens, it will deal with pain in many ways because this node will look for the one that is more sensitive to you, whether it is social, material or loving, it'll pull it all together and make your life hell until you get deeper into the lives of others too. The you of the past had to work for others but you cared a lot about yourself, now you work for yourself in order to help others.
You can be very influential, have a lot of money, but if you don't realize that it needs to be donated somehow, you'll think it's because you need more and not because you need to give what's surplus. It is a sinking node in sentimental life in general. Donating, giving to children, health department are good things to do.
This current life is about wanting to have everything material and power and learning in the end to be a simple person with few people that really love and admire you.
One of the things you want to defeat is death and so you're going to try to do something about it. In the most illogical way possible you will find that the philosopher's stone exists and the most logical way you will want your name in the hall of fame.
At some point in your life, you will have a very big transformation, especially physical, you will want to change your style and colors, your haircut and the like. As well as religious and political, you can invert your values.
You like to amaze and make people have an image of power and fear of you. So, getting into more occult religions like Satanism or dressing Drag Queens can happen, the important thing is to do something that scares the taboo of people.
One of the problems you may face is your spouse's family, they may say one thing to you from the front and another behind your back. As well as lies and things like that.
You want a ravishing sexual life with your partner, principally if is after a second wedding. In the same you could have a bad first experience with your sexuality, you want that your partner consumes you entirely in the sexual way.
