#normallyabnormal

pag nagkulay na ng buhok, gangster na agad?

marunong nang uminom, alchoholic na?

going home late, hindi na matinong babae?

gumaganda na daw, may ibang pinapagpagandahan na agad?

to those people who think that i changed, i guess i did. but not entirely. and i changed for good. now if your perception of MY CHANGE is disagreeable, then i'm sorry to disappoint you. 

*i've always wanted to color my hair and my clothing preference is none of your business. i just had more freedom to do the things i want here in NY.

*its not like i don't drink in bats.i do. may pictures lang ngayon. dati wala.

*matagal na kong umuuwi ng late. lagi akong inuumaga. may kwenta man o wala pinupuntahan ko, alam ng magulang ko.

*gumaganda? blooming? wala ba akong karapatang ayusin ang buhay ko?lol. i 

tired from everything.

i just need time to breathe. 

such heavy burdens.

"come to me, all of you who are weary and burdened, and i will give you rest"

what's up kulisap? 

it's been 2 weeks since i started working in Starbucks....at grabe lang yung pagod ko. i'm working in jfk airport terminal 7. so sa mga pupunta dito sa new york at sa terminal 7 ang arrival, daan kayo, libre ko kayo. chos. it's been a nice training ground for me. i've worked in food service before(mcdo) so it's nothing new.

i never thought that making coffee can be so...complicated. i love making the hot drinks. the lattes are easy. sometimes i show off my barista skills to the customers pag caramel macchiato ginagawa ko. (bakit ba? arte lang!)haha. pero pag frap na, napapakunot na ko ng ulo. andaming chever e. pero ok naman.

brtisih airways yung terminal ko. so malamang mga british customers ko. mostly. ang ganda pakinggan ng accent nila. "can i have a tall soy latte?" (with their beautiful brit accent)  minsan nga nabobobo ako e. ahaha. 

ang disadvantage lang ng working sa airport, you have to go to pre security everyday.kahit dun ka na nagttrabaho. pssh. plus, hindi nila alam yung mga coins. kung ano quarters, dime...so i help them. mejo hassle lang pag may mahaba nang line. the custumers are so nice, how i wish all my managers too. minsan kasi walang consideration.

we are always short staffed. kaya mamamatay ka sa pagod. yung layo na lang nung airport pagod ka na sa byahe dagdag pa yun. plus i go to school part time. it's a miracle i still have a social life. soon, bka mawala na. chos. haha. pero it's fun working there. but i don't plan on staying there for too long. maybe till summer. anlayo e. 

happy ako kasi napanood ko na finally. kahit na pinilit kong isingit sa sched ko at ng mga kaibigan ko, we finally managed to watch the movie. it was awesome. kaso, xmpre...the book is always better. 

i feel so dumb in my psychology class. well, not really dumb. different. yep, that's the word.

one time my prof talked about anti-depressants and asked for examples, everyone else gave pills like vallium etc. i said chocolates. bwhahaha. 

then we were talking about dreams and sleep. i asked if inception is possible. yung sa movie??? everyone laughed. fuck. kaya nga nagtatanong di ba? 

our latest topic is about remembering and forgetting. he asked us for examples of stuff we remember that is personal. everyone gave out examples such as their name, their pet's name,their mother's name, at kung ano-ano pa. i said "your atm pin number." the guy in the laughed.our professor then smiled and said yes.