#noreblogs

My mom just asked me to make more coffee like 'you don't have to do it Now' and when I was about to say I Do have to do it now because otherwise I will For Get (adhd) she said 'i don't ask you to do a lot in this house' like WOW YOU COULD ALSO NOT BE RUDE TO ME THREE SECONDS AFTER ASKING ME TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU

A whole appreciation post for my most loyal companion and the one who knows me better than I know myself @chador-lover How blessed I have been with her presence in my life. How truly loved I am by Allah (swt) to have found a human being in the world (that understands my soul and cares for my heart like it is her own) like her. Who loves every little thing about me, who enjoys hearing the complete nonsense I end up calling her about because she understands why I find it so funny. Who sees the light within me, appreciates it, and loves me for it with all of her being. Who loves me with complete purity and asks nothing of me but that I take care of my heart and my well being and that would be enough of a gift for her. Who, when I have believed that I have been broken down to my core and I felt like I could no longer get up, pushed me to my full potential, dusted off my wings, and guided me with graciousness until she knew I was able to do it all by myself. A friend not different than I. A friend who I am and will forever be 1 with. For she is I and I am she. Alhamdillah Alhamdillah Alhamdillah!!

Realization gives me anxiety. The more I realize the more I have to sit and catch my breath. I don’t want to realize anymore. I’m so tired. It’s so tiring holding it all in. A climb to a mountain top and scream until it no longer hurts, feeling.