#noofynue

Sometimes I sit in silence, just to listen to you breathe. Somehow the sound of your breath makes me feel the impossible; that one day everything will be okay.

Sometimes I lay my head on your chest just to listen to your heart beat. And I remember the future when we finally get to escape this town and these people holding us (me) back.

If I could just take it all back, if I could start this over...

I know I'm not good enough, but you're good enough for me, more than so. You make me think, and rethink things. You make me forget certain things and remember others. You make me better and I want to be better. And you make me feel better, which is so very hard to do.

Sometimes I'll stand somewhere for a while, wondering if I would be standing there without you. I think about it a lot, you not being there. I wonder how things would be different.

But I don't ever want to find out.

Sometimes I feel like you have no idea how I feel about you.

And sometimes with all you keep bottled up, I feel like I don't completely know how you feel about me.

But I love you like my world depends on it.

I suppose we both have some walls to put down. And we might not be ready for that yet. But I'm willing to wait as long as it takes.

Sometimes I watch the sun set and think of you. And sometimes I see the sun rise and I think of you. Sometimes I'm having soup and am thinking of you. I'm always thinking of you. But I can't help it. I can't help that I love you. I love you.