#nooctis

Okay, are you trying to kill me, woman? For real. You’rebreaking my heart here! ;A; But here it goes anyway.

I think that, if Lavi died in canon (and Allen was there tosee it), Lavi’s last words to Allen would be “Don’t blame yourself.” He knowsthat Allen carries the world on his shoulders, and he would definitely blamehimself for any of his friends dying. But Allen can’t save everyone, even if hetries so hard, and Lavi wouldn’t want his death to be a burden on him. Oh, myheart hurts just thinking about it.

And to lighten the mood? A proposal?! :D

It would completely depend. I could see Lavi proposing in a million different ways. He might do it over dinner. Maybe while they’re on a walk in a park. While they’re driving somewhere mundane like the grocery store. Just after sex (or hell, even during it XD).

For real, he would just pop the question when the mood was right–when he felt like it was time. And it would be something completely innocuous that would spark his desire to finally ask. However it happens, Allen will be completely taken off guard (but you know he’ll still say yes).

That's why he stopped growing at 1,77 m. He finally found (some) balance.

At least not another galaxy.THAT would’ve been dramatic (and probelmatic)

Thank you, Sweetie. ;w; And let me tellyou, I am so glad you came to talk with me. I truly treasure you as a friend, andhad you not read my fics, we might never have talked. <3

I’m probably just too weepy today to be ofmuch use. It’s a bad mood kind of day (I’m sure the weather and my hormones arenot helping anything, and are likely the reason I broke down). Still, it doesn’tchange the fact that I do feel that way. I’m just usually less impulsive toactually say what I feel to all the internet and worry everyone needlessly.Well, I dunno. Maybe it’s not needless. Maybe I will quit from lack of interestin my fic.

It’s really easy for people to say “I’msure people love it! I’m sure they’re reading it!” But if they don’t comment,how am I to know? Kudos work once… What if they liked the first chapter andgave up? What if the reason I’m not receiving feedback is because I’m soterrible that no one even wants to bother with me? Maybe I once wrote somethinggood, but I’ve suddenly become a flaming pile of shit that no one wants to touchwith a 10 foot pole?

The worst part is that I’m just… I feelselfish for even asking people to talk to me. Why should I do that? Why am Isuch an inconvenience to everyone, begging for attention? I should just shut upand be grateful that I’m here instead of bitching that I’m ignored.

You are, dear <3

The Way to Hell (Lavi/Allen Ragnarok!AU)

Chapter 1: The Priest (Prologue)

Every millenium, the end of the world dawns, threatening to destroy all life in this world so it can be built up again. It is an endless circle, dooming humanity and all progress to be extinguished again and again.