I've had an incredibly hard weekend health-wise! Both nasty Meniere's attacks and a black outs which resulted in a nasty fall on Friday and another black out Saturday! This again lead to a really bad depression throughout the weekend cause it's not easy to keep my mood up when so much goes on at once. When you're living with chronic illnesses,extreme migraines, sensory changes, tremors, numbness, pain, fatigue, dizziness, fluctuating hearing and black outs that comes out of the blue it becomes your normal everyday. Most of the time you have to work so extremely hard with yourself and your mental health, anxiety, depression, suicidal thoughts, your more serious underlaying mental illness diagnosis like BPD and PTSD and try and stay happy and make the most of what life has to offer. Soldier on and enjoy the little things. The small moments where life actually feels good, like in this photo where I'm swimming (something I love! Although it's not great for my Meniere's)! I think i am quite good at doing exactly that, but I'm not going to lie, it's fucking hard to live. But this is the life I'm having and I'm lucky to have a life. I have people that loves me, I have a home, I have a supportive and loving husband, a beautiful daughter and great friends and family who all play a part in making this journey worth it. I hope for a cure one day, research is important and I hope that one day I'll be attack free and not scared of little things that i used to take for granted like going out on my own. It would be wonderful. #fndhope #functionalneurologicaldisorder #nead #nonepilepticseizures #nonepilepticattackdisorder #painsomnia #fndawareness #fndaction https://www.instagram.com/p/B3leSqogBmP/?igshid=16lj2dv88wvmf
