If I let go, there will no longer be BaekYiHyun.
There is evil inside of me. I have vengeance and have killed countless loyal soldiers.
I dragged my teacher into the battlefield so he could get killed.
I have slaughtered many Donghak members.
And such desires are still within me.
I still have the desires to take revenge and kill him.
The voice is saying that it is the only way for me to live after I have been betrayed by someone whom I had admired.
However, because of you, I did not stray away. I went through all that to come here.
I do not want to become a servant of evil and stray away again.
I want to return to being Baek Yi Hyun.